@Judas Maccabee:
I hope you notice there's a lot of encouraging comments and a lot of wise words for you from many members of the forum. I second their good thoughts and urge you to not lose your cool and get good advice from your parents, they seem like they're awake to the nonsense of the WT religion.
Also, don't pay attention to the ney-sayers like this Wallsofjerk, I mean Jericho, he's sounding like he needs to grow a pair of real cojones. His overposturing seems like a sign of a latent inferiority complex. Just sayin'.