Posts by 20+wastedYRS

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To you what was the Watchtower Socity's biggest lie ?

by The Almighty Homer in

yes, what was the biggest lie that you can think of, that persuaded you to realize that they were not who they said they were ?.

for myself it would have to be the year they picked as the destruction of ancient jerusalem 607 bc.. i have an assumption this was done purposely to coincide correctly with making 1914 an a important pivotal date.

in human history, which by all factual evidence it was not.. unassuming and deceiving manipulation for self marketing purposes.

20+wastedYRS

1975 hit me pretty hard recently!!! I heard the assembly presentation (believe it was Norr..?) where they told everyone that the day was coming in 1975!!! Then ever since then we were told that they never said it... and that we "witnesses" misrepresented what was said!!! I was floored when I heard that on Utube!!! There was no way anyone could possibly "misrepresent" what was said!!!

All those years I was told that the bros back then were mistaken and sold EVERYTHING (Making them look like fools in current witnesses eyes!)

Has anyone EVER sued them??? I told my wife, I feel like they stole over 20 yrs of my life with their lies and felt like suing them! (they prob have too much money to beat, anyway) Just a thought...

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Forum is GREAT, but...are there any ex JW chatrooms if we need a steady dialog?

by 20+wastedYRS in

i am happy to have found this forum and will be reading and posting frequently.

but... i have wished at times that i could have a good steady dialog on certain, more puzzleing issues and a chatroom would be perfect for those instances.. anyone know of one?.

also, one other quick question... while very active in "truth", i researched the whole beard issue and came up totally empty on my search.. btw: i have a beard now!!!

20+wastedYRS

I am happy to have found this forum and will be reading and posting frequently. But... I have wished at times that I could have a good steady dialog on certain, more puzzleing issues and a Chatroom would be perfect for those instances.

Anyone know of one?

Also, one other quick question... While VERY active in "truth", I researched the whole beard issue and came up totally empty on my search.

BTW: I have a beard now!!! WAHOOO!!

THANKS, 20+

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HELP! Sinning Elders can stay as elders if they have blessing! when did this happened?

by cyberjesus in

ok i have heard that at the beginning of the 80's the instruction said that the elders could remain as elders even if they had sinned 3 years before as long as their lives looked like they had jehovahs blessing.

i heard this instuction was givien in elders meeting.. does any one has more information?

i needed asap.

20+wastedYRS

The Elders, MSs, Pioneers, etc... are supposed to be taking the LEAD in doing whaAt is sinful right! And to be held MORE accountable for their actions/behaviors! (at least thats the way I always understood it to be!)

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My first "real" Thanksgiving...

by SnakesInTheTower in

jw
friends

do you remember as a jw those pseudo-thanksgiving dinners we used to have?

you know the ones, where we ate turkey, dressing, and all the rest....but we did it on friday so we woudn't be celebrating thanksgiving like the "world"?

the excuse was that everyone in the family was off, the turkey was on sale, blah blah... well this year will be my first real thanksgiving dinner.

20+wastedYRS

"Just about the time you start to slice the Turkey, I can guarantee two guys in suits will be knocking at your door. "

Mormons?

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HELP! Sinning Elders can stay as elders if they have blessing! when did this happened?

by cyberjesus in

ok i have heard that at the beginning of the 80's the instruction said that the elders could remain as elders even if they had sinned 3 years before as long as their lives looked like they had jehovahs blessing.

i heard this instuction was givien in elders meeting.. does any one has more information?

i needed asap.

20+wastedYRS

Thats CRAZY!!! I got removed as a MS just for not enough hours in the field circus!!! Was pretty bitter bout that one, bcuz I was sooo "toiling and loaded down" by all the assignments... I had trouble maintaining good FS numbers!!! I sure didnt commit any serious offense!! hmmm... INSANE!! Priorities are just a tad bit off!!!

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New "apostate" here! Recent WT study- 'We may ask you to do something that may not understand' (basically- DO IT)

by 20+wastedYRS in

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friends

i will get to the big shocker that i read within the last year or two in a wt study article, so please bear with me... i am new to this forum and have been reading postings for several days now, and can relate totally to many of the issues that many ex-jw have.

i was raised "around" the truth and although my parents were never "dipped", they wouldn't allow us to celebrate holidays or stand for natl anthem (not that i care now).

so i basically had many of the pressures and stress that witness kids had growing up, but with no spiritual support, as we attended only a handful of meetings while my parents studied when i was 5or6.

20+wastedYRS

Thanks, all, for all your posts and help! I saw at LEAST two or three posts from recent watchtowers (which surprised me there were that many, although it shouldnt now!) that said essentially what was to be the "final blow" that knocked me out of the "truth"!! The number of articles of this sort, seem to be ever increasing!

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New "apostate" here! Recent WT study- 'We may ask you to do something that may not understand' (basically- DO IT)

by 20+wastedYRS in

jw
friends

i will get to the big shocker that i read within the last year or two in a wt study article, so please bear with me... i am new to this forum and have been reading postings for several days now, and can relate totally to many of the issues that many ex-jw have.

i was raised "around" the truth and although my parents were never "dipped", they wouldn't allow us to celebrate holidays or stand for natl anthem (not that i care now).

so i basically had many of the pressures and stress that witness kids had growing up, but with no spiritual support, as we attended only a handful of meetings while my parents studied when i was 5or6.

20+wastedYRS

Yes, Mr. Flipper, you are right.. I need to "debug" my brain from this brainwashing I had with dirty water. Funny thing is, that we used to joke (im sure you have heard this one) "Thats ok... maybe all of us could use our brains washed from this old system's nastiness". (we were real suckers)

They sure are damn good at it too!! That article I referred to earlier, is not the only thing that I noticed...Over the years a few things I saw were small, but definately noteworthy. Like a time where I was getting trained for a new position in sales, for my secular job (never having been in sales, prior). My stomach got very upset the one day I was sitting there during a service meeting trying to pay attention to their teaching of "witnessing" techniques. I saw EXACTLY the same techniques used in the sales job I was training for! I thought... what?? I am "selling" religion the same way my company wanted me to sell windows and siding!! It bugged me to think that God "called" me and millions of others by THIS means!!! SALES!! these guys are just teaching us to be a bunch of salesmen! (no offense to sales ppl) Seems similar to a pyramid scheme! or at the very least an avon sales team! (love avon, btw)

Another thing that bugged me (Im on a roll here...) was how my wife and I struggled DAILY, to make our bills because we were trying to keep our lives simple and not work overtime and drive fancy cars, so that my wife could pioneer someday and maybe I could eventually join her!! We passed up job opportunities and a solid future because the "brothers" are telling us from the platform that this is what we should do! Thats fine, we chose to do that...BUT.... The ones that were up there telling us that, were living in a VERY comfy lifestyle and not at ALL "picking up their torture stake" to join us! Meanwhile us, and others like us in the cong. struggle (as we were told) to "do more" in service. Those "brothers" had the means to do exactly what they instructed us to do, and didnt! I kept shrugging off the hypocrisy of their actions, making excuses for them in my head.

The "Revelation" book really had me scratching my head too... I cant even begin to count the amount of times that I saw one of their statements that blah, blah, means... thus and such... which was backed up by MAYBE, MAYBE one scripture! Then it would go on to say that "since that is the case, this other scripture means... blah, blah, blah... PARDON MY FRENCH... BUT WTF????

Disfellowshipping.. to be treated as a man of the world?? NOT!!! TREATED AS DIRT!!! YES!!! (I fell into that one too, and shunned good friends, too that needed my help!) SAD!!!

One more thing..(sorry, venting here!) I came to the conclusion (may be wrong) that the whole door to door thing is ENTIRELY a farse... just their way to keep you busy so that you stay in their fold!!! They have published (on limited occasions) that the door to door work doesnt get many converts, yet they PUSH it so much! Their study habits are the same... designed to keep you so busy and bogged down that you couldnt possibly get it all done!! An older "sister" and elder's wife, actually told me that, when I expressed how tough it is to get all the studying and preparing done properly (as they say they want). She said that you cant! That they intentionally give you more than you can handle, to keep you busy!! MORE LIKE "TOILING AND LOADED DOWN!!!" Some kindly "yoke" they have put upon their members!! Maybe thats why they thought it best to remove one of the meetings!! The SHEEP ARE DYING FROM THE HEAVY LOAD, BOSS!!

Done venting for now! Thanks for the ears, and kind words from all! I really, really needed some fellow ex JWs to talk to!

20+

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New "apostate" here! Recent WT study- 'We may ask you to do something that may not understand' (basically- DO IT)

by 20+wastedYRS in

jw
friends

i will get to the big shocker that i read within the last year or two in a wt study article, so please bear with me... i am new to this forum and have been reading postings for several days now, and can relate totally to many of the issues that many ex-jw have.

i was raised "around" the truth and although my parents were never "dipped", they wouldn't allow us to celebrate holidays or stand for natl anthem (not that i care now).

so i basically had many of the pressures and stress that witness kids had growing up, but with no spiritual support, as we attended only a handful of meetings while my parents studied when i was 5or6.

20+wastedYRS

BABAYAGA,

Thanks, but that is not the one I saw. It is similar, but not nearly as direct!! The one I saw used words like 'soon, you may be asked to do something that you do not understand or may question, but... (you should basically do whatever it is they will ask of you) NO JOKE!! It totally blew me away!!! It almost inferred that it wont seem to be from the bible, or along the lines of anything we have asked of you before!!!

Probably was from 4mos to a yr ago. (sorry, im not much help!! sounds like im full of crap, but I read and re-read it!!) It was in a study article, which they have always said is the primary means of distributing "food" from Jah's throne thru the FDS!!! That is also one thing that raised my eyebrows!!

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New "apostate" here! Recent WT study- 'We may ask you to do something that may not understand' (basically- DO IT)

by 20+wastedYRS in

jw
friends

i will get to the big shocker that i read within the last year or two in a wt study article, so please bear with me... i am new to this forum and have been reading postings for several days now, and can relate totally to many of the issues that many ex-jw have.

i was raised "around" the truth and although my parents were never "dipped", they wouldn't allow us to celebrate holidays or stand for natl anthem (not that i care now).

so i basically had many of the pressures and stress that witness kids had growing up, but with no spiritual support, as we attended only a handful of meetings while my parents studied when i was 5or6.

20+wastedYRS

Thanks, guys!!

I really have had some GREAT struggles with the "truth" over the years and never could figure out why I couldnt "hang" very long! Quite honestly, my current wife, did some research online while I was first going back, and I was curious what she was looking at that made her so against the JWs. I looked at a couple things and it didnt really phase me the way that I thought "apostate" material would! (not exactly sure how it was supposed to affect me...horns would start growing out of my head??) So, I owe my permanent exit to her!!!

I best explained it to her like this in a text to her today, "If you go (to meetings), you feel a sense of satisfaction, with a TON of stress (for not measuring up)!!! But if you don't go...a TON of guilt!!! (which can last for YEARS)"

I researched looking for some sort of support system because NOBODY would understand unless you have been there!!! I AM SO THANKFUL I FOUND THIS SITE!!!

THANKS FOR YOUR HELP AND COMMENTS!!!

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New "apostate" here! Recent WT study- 'We may ask you to do something that may not understand' (basically- DO IT)

by 20+wastedYRS in

jw
friends

i will get to the big shocker that i read within the last year or two in a wt study article, so please bear with me... i am new to this forum and have been reading postings for several days now, and can relate totally to many of the issues that many ex-jw have.

i was raised "around" the truth and although my parents were never "dipped", they wouldn't allow us to celebrate holidays or stand for natl anthem (not that i care now).

so i basically had many of the pressures and stress that witness kids had growing up, but with no spiritual support, as we attended only a handful of meetings while my parents studied when i was 5or6.

20+wastedYRS

I will get to the BIG shocker that i read within the last year or two in a WT study article, so please bear with me... I am new to this forum and have been reading postings for several days now, and can relate totally to many of the issues that many ex-JW have. I was raised "around" the truth and although my parents were never "dipped", they wouldn't allow us to celebrate holidays or stand for natl anthem (not that i care now). So I basically had many of the pressures and stress that Witness kids had growing up, but with NO spiritual support, as we attended only a handful of meetings while my parents studied when I was 5or6. (41 now). When asked by others why we didnt celebrate we just made some lame excuse and mostly tried to avoid holiday topics and NEVER went to friend's b-day parties. It was a VERY odd way to grow up!

As life went on, I always wanted to go to meetings and eventually did as a teenager and reep great persecution from my own parents for doing so (odd... again!) I got "dedicated" at age of 18 and was high on life, cuz I was in the TRUTH, and on Gods side!! I gave up baseball, which btw, i was quite a gifted lefty pitcher who had college and pro potential (so i was told). I am pretty bitter now that I am learning the truth about WTS!! As many others have, I also gave up college opportunity and POSSIBLE baseball future.

I was in and out of the "truth" for a few years when I got married and she wanted to check it out too. I dragged her into the vacuum with me! After going seadily for several years and becoming an MS, I became sooo stressed out from all that was expected of me as a rank and file member, as well as, a MS. Depression settled in and became sooo severe they wanted to give me shock treatments and I begged them not to, that I would somehow make it out of it! Well, I got out of it all right... Divorced, quit meetings, almost df'd (i cried a lot).

All along, I STILL thought this was the "truth", but that I just couldnt handle that hard lifestyle, that it was just ME, not them!! Because I still thought it was the "truth", I decided to give it another try within the last couple yrs. (re-married with 2 kids) I didnt want my kids to die due to MY lack of effort to do what was "right"!!! The guilt tdhat was always out there weighing on my mind and heart for not doing what I knew was "right", was KILLING me, esp. now with kids!!! I felt sooo alone, now with 2 little kids and my wife not buying into the "truth". I soon began to feel that same ole stress bearing down on me, that I cant possibly do all that they expect of me!! They wanted me to study with an elder on my JC (protocol) and show progress thru my studing with him and that if i didnt show progress, I would not get any "priviliges". PRESSURE!!! All while brining a 3 and 4 yr old with me to meetings!!

THEN, a BIG red flag stuck out at me in one of the WT mag. study articles!! (I am soooo sorry, I dont have the exact issue to quote!!! If anyone knows what that one is.. please help me out with the details) I remember very clearly and did SEVERAL double takes at what it said!! It mentioned that there may be one day soon that the GB may ask you to do something that you will not understand or may seem strange, but we should just trust them and do it!!! WOW!!! I have been in and around the "truth" for years, and NEVER had I heard something that sounded like that!! HELP ME OUT HERE... Is it just me, has there EVER been any other statements similar to that???? If so, then I WAS REALLY BLIND!!! Had it not been for the fact that I was just trying to come back, I suppose I would have just let it breeze by me and gone along with the program!!

Are they getting ready to tell everyone the only way to get into the new system is to commit suiside? or kill all who oppose? or what???? That seemed to me like they were "preparing" them for something, or things, they are going to tell them to do!!!

Not sure if everone heard, but appearantly God wants them to back off of their 5 meetings that they so addimantly (sp?) pushed and guilted all to attend!!! They took out the bookstudy!!! I was always under the impression that when the "end" comes, that the bookstudy goups were supposed to be where we to go and that elder/conductor is who we were to connect with!!! A CHANGE.... AGAIN???

I have spent many hours these past several days reading all postings here, and looking for more info to help get this brainwashed sh** out of my head. I found, and ordered Franz book C of C and plan to order the other one when Im done with that one! I NEVER considered myself a "sucker" for ANYTHING!! BUT THEY GOT ME!!! I WASTED TOO MAY YEARS AND HURT TOO MANY PPL WITH MY SELF-RIGHTEOUSNESS AND MINDLESS FOLLOWING!!! I am sooo ashamed and embarrased and sad for allowing this to happen to me and totally screw up my life and my marriage and ALMOST screwed up my current marriage!!!!

NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE ANYONE'S FOOL!!!

(Sorry for my boring story, but thanks, it helped to write this)

love, your apostate brother!