Doubter - Watchtower's child protection policies and procedures are not fit for purpose. They have created an environment where pedophiles can offend with impunity. This fact has been recognised by authorities all over the world.
There was a time that the general public associated JWs with their beliefs regarding blood, or with the fact that they don't celebrate Christmas and birthdays. Increasingly it is the case that your organisation is best known for child-abuse scandals.
You are on the wrong side of history. You might lack the moral fibre needed to disassociate yourself from this mess but you don't need to become an active apologist for it.