Maybe your mother in law wants to get you alone in service to flush out your doubts.
Just a thought
I started faking about 7 or 8 years ago just a little before I started posting here. We lived in a rural area and I would take out a territory, go home and mark it worked for the tract campaign and count 3 or 4 hours.
The last year has been sporadic but no one seems to care. I go once in a while and when the group overseer asks for a report I give him one whether I've been out that month or not.
When i do go out I do my best to give a bad presentation. At some point I hope to stop going