I always had my doubts but I really enjoyed the positive aspects that I was learning at the meetings...
^ The thing is, the 'positive' stuff you hear at the meetings is there to sugar-coat the darkness in the center. It is there to help you not think about the billions of people that are going to murdered in Armageddon that is 'just around the corner.'
Don't be fooled by the smiling faces, this is what they are all frothing at the mouth while they wait for it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwA9KX5WJTM
Welcome to the forum! This is an awesome place.
-Sab