I'm so sorry for your loss.
Dogs are the most remarkable family we can have.
Their love is totally without conditions. The bring comfort, joy...and of course occasional frustrations!
Knowing their life is shorter than ours is difficult because it means we know that at some point we will lose them.
Every day I cuddle my dogs and tell them I love them (that's for my benefit!). They are completely in my heart but I'm under no illusion as to the pain I'll feel when they die.
Cry as much as you want over your beloved doggie. He'll be in a special part of your heart forever.
Sending you hugs accross the miles.
HOTB