Thanks for the comments!
I was at one time in the JW mindset, so I get it.
Having not been raised in I remember, on the one hand, being excited while looking for signs of doom assuring that the end was right around the corner and our deliverance was near, and on the other hand, a side of me feeling guilt and confusion about looking forward to that.
From the outside now, it drives me so crazy that JW's get near orgasmic at the thought of worldwide slaughter.
What have they, in any meaningful way, done to reach out to their neighbors to save them from the impending doom that they hope and pray for ?
It's a farce.