thank you for your replies.
my computer broke some time ago, and i just bought a new one, but funnily enough ive
found that i dont need to think about the truth as much. i get on better with my family. my dffd sister, and have lent out my apostate books to many active jws. there is currently a huge fight going on in the hall because of the brothers who read them actually quoting them in the meetings!! (minus the titles)
i have held the elders off me because i spoke to one elder and told him id love to get dffd, because i would sue, and publicize it locally. they dont bother me too much, but now accack my bro instead for no real reason.
i will of corse tape all future conversations and download them for you.
regards
josephus