Welcome confuzzled777! Thank you for sharing. Your experience is horrifying. The lack of love is absolutely disgusting. To say that someone is unrepentant because their heart is breaking at what is being said about them is just SICK! The bible says that only God can judge the heart - how dare they sit there and judge you and torment you. I'm so sorry for what you went through.
Please take the time away to think and to heal. When you feel up to it - please research the organization. You'll soon see why they treated you like they did. You will get lots of support here. Great people who can empathize with your experience. We've all been hurt and are here on the journey to healing.
I am sending you hugs and wish you all the best. Take good care of yourself!
Hadit