I fullly understand your anger and pain- we all have it due to what we went thru by being in wt
your reasons are what most often times i hear people say.
and i guess it due to the fact that we can't really get to the ones responsible-
typical the avg loyal jw will get mad at
1. the friends
2 the elders
3 and maybe just maybe the CO
but the real movers and shakers up at bethel- they rarely are even touched
the poor elder is no more than a COG in a wheel- he is so far down the POWER TOTEM POle IT
aint' even funny.
so often when folks leave they lash out at the poor janitor (elder) who is playing spiritual man
it is sad- that wt takes these guys with no skill or training and puts Mo Larry and Curly in charge
of making life decisions for folks- that is so sad-
but i'm glad you are now exp the real freedom that comes from knowing that you can indeed
stand on your 2 feet esp being a Woman
the org hates women and ask any sister and she will tell you
my wife despite the fact that we ran in the right circles hated the way sisters were view- dumb and
not worth listening to
Trust me on this one- things will work out well for you
my wife and i are back in college
we have over 60yrs in wt and we are only 38- i wasted my best yrs as a young man by being at
Bethel for us now it is catch up time
but we are loving it having our SAT morning to ourselves after selling books from the time i was 5yrs old
till 35 yrs of age
i wish you well
james