O and for those who say they dont feel sorry for me, i really dont car. I came here to vent, not to ask for anyone's sympathy. Sheesh.
shadowolf
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Field Service Drains Me....
by shadowolf inat this point i absolutely hate field service.
i have to keep going hough, or else the brothers in my group will be all over my back.
part of me just doesnt give a f***, but something inside me doent wanna have to deal with it.
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Field Service Drains Me....
by shadowolf inat this point i absolutely hate field service.
i have to keep going hough, or else the brothers in my group will be all over my back.
part of me just doesnt give a f***, but something inside me doent wanna have to deal with it.
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shadowolf
16, like i said before. Unfortunately, i was baptized at age 15 :(
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Field Service Drains Me....
by shadowolf inat this point i absolutely hate field service.
i have to keep going hough, or else the brothers in my group will be all over my back.
part of me just doesnt give a f***, but something inside me doent wanna have to deal with it.
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shadowolf
dude i would but im 16 and i live in a jw household. Plannin to leave when i move out.
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Field Service Drains Me....
by shadowolf inat this point i absolutely hate field service.
i have to keep going hough, or else the brothers in my group will be all over my back.
part of me just doesnt give a f***, but something inside me doent wanna have to deal with it.
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shadowolf
at this point i absolutely hate field service. I have to keep going hough, or else the brothers in my group will be all over my back. Part of me just doesnt give a f***, but something inside me doent wanna have to deal with it. So i go out. And tell people something i dont believ. and try not to throw up wen i listen to conversations others have while in field service. Ugh ive become bitter towards this religion. If only i was older...
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scary statement made by elders' wife
by shadowolf inso a few months ago i went with my family to meet for field service (ugh i hate it!!!).
so while we were meeting for service, an elders' wife began to talk about the 'great' spiritual food the fds had gave us at the recent dc.
she went on to say regarding info that the fds gives out "we have to follow it,even if we dont understand it, even if we dont agree with it.
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shadowolf
err im young so im not sure what ori and stange fire are
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scary statement made by elders' wife
by shadowolf inso a few months ago i went with my family to meet for field service (ugh i hate it!!!).
so while we were meeting for service, an elders' wife began to talk about the 'great' spiritual food the fds had gave us at the recent dc.
she went on to say regarding info that the fds gives out "we have to follow it,even if we dont understand it, even if we dont agree with it.
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shadowolf
so a few months ago i went with my family to meet for field service (ugh i hate it!!!). So while we were meeting for service, an elders' wife began to talk about the 'great' spiritual food the FDS had gave us at the recent DC. She went on to say regarding info that the FDS gives out "we have to follow it,even if we dont understand it, even if we dont agree with it. It means our life.) The sad thing is, everyone in the service group agreed with her!!!!! I was was like OMG CULT MENTALITY!!!! Sad. Cant waut til im old enough to leave. Til then, acting time.
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Me 1st post
by shadowolf ini am new here this is my first post but ive been looking at some of the topics here for 2 or 3 months.
well i guess i should give yall a backround of myself.
i am a teenager, so i cant tell my family(mostly jws) how i feel.
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shadowolf
Thanks everyone. And once i am old enough, i plan on fading so i can still see my family
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Me 1st post
by shadowolf ini am new here this is my first post but ive been looking at some of the topics here for 2 or 3 months.
well i guess i should give yall a backround of myself.
i am a teenager, so i cant tell my family(mostly jws) how i feel.
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shadowolf
Thanx for the warm welcome everyone!
O and diamonddiiz, i doubt they'll snap out of it. i would get more into family details buuut i thnk thatll be 2 many details
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Me 1st post
by shadowolf ini am new here this is my first post but ive been looking at some of the topics here for 2 or 3 months.
well i guess i should give yall a backround of myself.
i am a teenager, so i cant tell my family(mostly jws) how i feel.
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shadowolf
im 16
i guess the flashing light was when i looked at the critisicm of jws in wikipedia. There was a section of changing doctrine. I guess what really hit me was that they originally believed that 1914 was the armaggedon date not jesus invisible return. And yet they say the Bible student s knew years before that 1914 would be christs invisible prescence!!! SUCH LIES!!!
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Me 1st post
by shadowolf ini am new here this is my first post but ive been looking at some of the topics here for 2 or 3 months.
well i guess i should give yall a backround of myself.
i am a teenager, so i cant tell my family(mostly jws) how i feel.
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shadowolf
Hello everyone. I am new here this is my first post but ive been looking at some of the topics here for 2 or 3 months. Well i guess i should give yall a backround of myself. I am a teenager, so i cant tell my family(mostly jws) how i feel. I was born into jws, and believed it right away. I was baptized at 15. A couple of months later, I thought "hey, i wonder what wikipedia says about jws?" It all wentdownhill from there. I began learning of all the contradictions and lies in the wt doctrinal history. I no longer believe it,but i hav to be an actor because like i said, i live with my jw family. ughh, i guess i'll have to wait some years til i go to college:' (