Enter Store..... PANIC!!!!!!!!
and that's with No spies!!!
lol darth, that is how i felt today when i grabbed a scratch card!!!
i have been reading coc and isocf in the train every morning and noticed some funny stuff occurring.. .
this witness (i knew because i have seen her before reading jw literature, she probably saw me as well before reading a jw book but we never spoke), she spotted somehow and knew that i was reading apostate books, i was on the far left of the train and she was on the far right, i have good peripheral vision and noticed her having a good look at me ( to advise the spiritual policemen) and when i turned my head to the right she would quickly look away, this happened on two occasions.. .
after a week or so i was sitting in the same spot and on the far left there was another women who i had never seen before, i didnt noticed her at all until i heard the noise of camera taking a picture (most likely a mobile making the noise of a camera when taking a picture, which most do), again i turned my head around to the right and she somehow magically fell asleep in an instance, one second she is taking a photo the other shes asleep ahahah.. .
Enter Store..... PANIC!!!!!!!!
and that's with No spies!!!
lol darth, that is how i felt today when i grabbed a scratch card!!!
yes-lotta nonsense; a self-proclaimed "slave class" that is not a prophet but like a prophet, giving so awfully embarrasing opinions that are supposed to be automatically acceted by all of us jws...pretenders...mistakes... and moves not "discreet" at all- like the ngo united nations membership they secretly had for awhile....terrible, isn't it?.
i mean, look at the inspiring example we have in churchianity: such wonderful dogma- such as the three sadist-gods who have been torturing billions of men, women, and children for thousands of years- with eternity to go...and god making the universe in 72 hours...and backing the wars of their governments- "god and country!
", as they send their men out to war, telling them they will be blessed for it, and so many more wonderful revelations: the rapture, once-saved, tithing, etc.
It is easy for a person whom we meet over the Internet to be deceptive about his identity, his spirituality, or his motives. (Ps. 26:4) An individual claiming to be one of Jehovah’s Witnesses may actually be an unbeliever, a disfellowshipped person, or even an active apostate. (Gal. 2:4)
Sorry i just pinched this from another thread... just thought it was quite appropriate here. Seen as you actually have so many negative things to say about the org and those 'at the top' maybe actually this is all you are!
Cus lets face it MJW , seen as you dont accept or believe ALL things taught by the "senile" (your own words) men at the top, then you clearly are not following the 'rules' and according to points like this made in the kingdom ministry, are actually just a deceptive 'apostate'!
Be true to yourself
when we were jws we were told that death is an enemy but if we were faithful to jehovah, we would be alive always in his eyes.
death wasn't something to be feared.
we were only "sleeping".. do you fear death at this point in your life?
I grew up (a jw) fully FEARING death!!! To the point where it took over my mind and from the age of just around 10 or 11, i feared every day i was going to die!!!! :(
Probably all the doom i heard at the meetings, even tho i was a kid, it was sinking in to my little brain as i drew pictures of 'paradise' at the meeting 3 times a week :(.
Now no. I echo Tammy, i fear leaving my loved ones behind and a life that at last i am enjoying. But believe now there is a time for everything and also look forward to knowing what is next...but hopefully i will not know that for some time just yet! :)
Still feel happier now knowing i am free to believe whatever i want about life after death.
i text my little girls friends mum today as her daughter left some clothes (funnily enough, they were army pants and a t shirt, what ever happened to not supporting the army by not wearing calmoflage print etc!!!)..
i told her i would put them in a bag and told her she could call in for them whenever she was passing... anyway i just had my reply, hi, just keep them, *** will be out of them by next year anyway, so *** may as well just have them.
hope your all ok...x. so i take it thats her in basic words sayin... keep them cus i dont want to see you again and your apostate influence... i knew people would take this approach to our decision to not continue going to the meetings but i just am really struggling to deal with it without feeling like i have a disease that they do not want to catch :(.
thanks Pat
i text my little girls friends mum today as her daughter left some clothes (funnily enough, they were army pants and a t shirt, what ever happened to not supporting the army by not wearing calmoflage print etc!!!)..
i told her i would put them in a bag and told her she could call in for them whenever she was passing... anyway i just had my reply, hi, just keep them, *** will be out of them by next year anyway, so *** may as well just have them.
hope your all ok...x. so i take it thats her in basic words sayin... keep them cus i dont want to see you again and your apostate influence... i knew people would take this approach to our decision to not continue going to the meetings but i just am really struggling to deal with it without feeling like i have a disease that they do not want to catch :(.
i think what is meant by that, is that this kind of approach to someone being disfellowshipped (shunning) is not made known of on the 'official JW website' and it should be so people who are looking at it know what they are getting themselves into if they dedicate their lives to this org.
i text my little girls friends mum today as her daughter left some clothes (funnily enough, they were army pants and a t shirt, what ever happened to not supporting the army by not wearing calmoflage print etc!!!)..
i told her i would put them in a bag and told her she could call in for them whenever she was passing... anyway i just had my reply, hi, just keep them, *** will be out of them by next year anyway, so *** may as well just have them.
hope your all ok...x. so i take it thats her in basic words sayin... keep them cus i dont want to see you again and your apostate influence... i knew people would take this approach to our decision to not continue going to the meetings but i just am really struggling to deal with it without feeling like i have a disease that they do not want to catch :(.
I'm now getting calls from some of the same ones that stepped away when we stopped going to meetings because they are now inactive and facing the same thing.
Thats what i call 'karma'!
One day the same thing may happen to people who treat me this way too, and i would definatly be there for them as it is sad, and a tough thing to deal with.
Sad that these ones are so conditioned into thinking that by treating people this way they are actually 'helping them back to the truth'!!!! wrong and more like bribary in my eyes!
are there pretenders in our brotherhood- as in all religion- that do what is evil?.
yes.. have we made stupid guesses about some of the prophecies, as all churches do?.
yes.. does our "organization" make mistakes- as, you guessed it, all do?.
You said it all up ther MadJW.... now i am confused! And as i am struggling to understand you now, i think i am gonna leave you too your rant!
Simple point... you wanna be a "madjw"... be one, dont try convincing folk on here tho that you have the answers about the 'truth'... its pretty pointless, use your energy on folk that will listen!
All the best bud!
are there pretenders in our brotherhood- as in all religion- that do what is evil?.
yes.. have we made stupid guesses about some of the prophecies, as all churches do?.
yes.. does our "organization" make mistakes- as, you guessed it, all do?.
Do YOU preacyh the Good News of the Kingdom...by coming to THIS site?
Nope, i come to this site purely to find relief from the unchristlike 'brothers' of the org.
Coming here, makes me realise that there are many i can draw comfort from who are also treated in an 'unchristlike' manner, and makes me realise for a certainty that i have made the right decision in leaving a man made organization that are clearly NOT directed by God, and could even be called bloodguilty in many ways.
Coming here, makes me determined to be a better person, and helps me to find an unconditional 'people' who are also trying to do there best in their relationship with God and Christ.
Coming here and reading posts like yours , and others on your wavelength confirms i made the right decison in my life... so i have you to thank too MadJW!
I choose to demonstrate my love for God and Christ in my actions, and by my 'works' people will know i am a good person striving to be a good christian....
are there pretenders in our brotherhood- as in all religion- that do what is evil?.
yes.. have we made stupid guesses about some of the prophecies, as all churches do?.
yes.. does our "organization" make mistakes- as, you guessed it, all do?.
sorry, i got bored of reading the lengthy pages, but surely the very fact you are here mocking every un-beliver of the org shows you have some kind of loyalties too them, otherwise you could just be like most of us on here, have your own belief purely in God and not feel the need to follow 'men' just so that you can recieve some of their publications and go out and preach (you CAN do this without them you know)!
are there pretenders in our brotherhood- as in all religion- that do what is evil?.
yes.. have we made stupid guesses about some of the prophecies, as all churches do?.
yes.. does our "organization" make mistakes- as, you guessed it, all do?.
hahaha , i still cant believe you are actually on here? And i reported you to your p.o too!!
Still, if its helping to increase your faith in the org then good for you! (but dont kid urself)!