bez

Joined

• started 14 topics
• posted 121 times   see topics posted on
• send a message

Topics Started by bez

• 
  22

  IM SOOO ANGRY!!!!!!!

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have not posted for a while and have actually not been on for a while but i have had to post cus i am just livid!!!.

  me and my husband and 2 children stopped going nearly a year ago after numerous issues, and basic doubts.

  while we were in the cong i had an 'incident' with a brother who claimed to love me and wanted to leave his wife for me.

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  6

  serving elders?

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  just wondering if there are any actual servin elders on this site?

  who are living a double life for whatever reason?.

  i ask cus i still cant understand how the new elders manuel that i see clips of everywhere has been leaked?.

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  2

  window cleaner?

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  errh, i have lost my jw window cleaners?

  they have not been back since i guess all the 'apostate' rumours.. .

  anyone wanna come clean my windows?

  1. 
  2. 
• 
  10

  Careful what ya put on FB!!!!

  by bez in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i changed my religion to hindu... (it was a jooookkkkeee).it should not have mattered seen as i dont have any nosey dubs left on my friends list.. i then get a phonecall tonight from a 'sister' in the congregation askin if it was true that i was a hindu?!!!

  as i had it on my fb!!!

  i asked who had told her this and she said she did not want to say, but i told her she should have got the person who had the question to ask me that rather than going to her!!!!.

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  16

  Anyone any profound experience?

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  since leaving the borg a couple month back i have as some of you know seemed to get lower and lower.

  my friends have slowly but surely drifted and we (my hubby and i) are treated very much like 'apostates' now and have been tried to be shoved out by them trying to get us to da ourselves.

  and now i feel quite lost and am really struggling.. at first i continued to pray to god, believing he was listening and i could draw comfort from the inner peace i seemed to feel???

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  29

  and so it begins... what next?

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  my husband had another 'phone call' last night from the congregation po... the conversation went something like this..... po " i do not want to put words into your mouth but are you saying you no longer want to be recognised as a jw?".

  hubby " i am not making that statement no... cut to the chase what are you getting at".

  po " i have been informed you celebrated (child) birthday".

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  25

  loosing it!

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  anyone else have any experience of a couple of months after leaving the org...feelings etc??.

  my husband has left too and feels the same as i do.. but we just seem to be arguing constantly at the moment, though i do feel this may be my own fault!

  i feel soooo angry, bitter and annoyed at how things have turned out.

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  36

  holding hands in prayer thing

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  ... is this "no holding hands in prayers" law really true???

  i have not heard of this before?

  when did this happen?

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  26

  need to get over it but cant :(

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i text my little girls friends mum today as her daughter left some clothes (funnily enough, they were army pants and a t shirt, what ever happened to not supporting the army by not wearing calmoflage print etc!!!)..

  i told her i would put them in a bag and told her she could call in for them whenever she was passing... anyway i just had my reply, hi, just keep them, *** will be out of them by next year anyway, so *** may as well just have them.

  hope your all ok...x. so i take it thats her in basic words sayin... keep them cus i dont want to see you again and your apostate influence... i knew people would take this approach to our decision to not continue going to the meetings but i just am really struggling to deal with it without feeling like i have a disease that they do not want to catch :(.

  1. 
  2. 
  3. 
• 
  24

  cant believe how much i have learn in a week!

  by bez in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  this site has opened my eyes.. i am suprised as a one time 'do gooder witness' that so many on this site are still 'active' jw's!

  and all the time i was a witness i really did not think that anyone would dare even look at such a site!!!!!.

  i am also suprised at the number of people in the same situation as me, and the number of people who actually feel they have something to live for now they have left the org!.

  1. 
  2. 
  3.