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This site has helped me more than I am can put into words. Hang around and read the threads that challenge your beliefs, they help you open your mind to different ways of thinking etc...
This book helped me a lot: Download: JEHOVAH UNMASKED Nathaniel J. Merritt (author) has provided it for free as a pdf. https://sites.google.com/site/leveck/
I don't agree with everything the author wrote but 'boy or boy' did it help me open my mind & see things from such a different viewpoint.
I'm currently reading Bart D. Ehrman - 'God's Problem'. Another great book!
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