I'm sorry. It's hard. I'm sure that NLW and I will have more of this road to travel too.
NLW's wife
my decision to de-program my mind, about a year ago, has been fairly uneventfull, despite a few intense but very real conversations with my wife and parents.. however in the past couple days my father has pretty much made it clear to me that he will put the gb (not god, although they are pretty much viewed the same) before me.
also tonight the inlaws, who have probly gotten whiff of my inactivity and who never get personal, started to give a lecture on the extreme importance of the family worship arrangement so lovingly arranged for us by the fds, and how if we are not taking advantage of this wonderful provision will not be prepared for armagedon.
i swear blood was gushing from biting my tounge.. im starting to sense that consequences are coming for my sin of independent research and study.
I'm sorry. It's hard. I'm sure that NLW and I will have more of this road to travel too.
NLW's wife
2011 yearbook - "tracing all things with accuracy", p.9-13.
jesus said that the faithful slave would be discreet in giving the domestics "their food at the proper time.
" christ thus indicated that those who dispense this "food" would be conscientious, prudent, and discerning in providing spiritual food for the household of faith.-matt.
OH MY GOODNESS!! Uggg. I see they tried to get a jab at the wikipedia article because of stuff on there that embarresses the WTS. This article turns my stomach.
NLW's wife
...so here it goes.... my story is of no consequence.
i've been reading a long time here and just wanted to say that you guys are all nuts.
and i mean that in the highest form of complement.
WELCOME!!!
NLW's wife
horrible isn't it?
it makes you so vulnerable.
it opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
The agonizing highs and lows when you first start falling, coupled with the tingling of your body when you first kiss. It's an amazing rush. Then comes the more steady everyday love. Like being gone for a few hours and then hearing the sound of his voice again. It makes you smile. Or looking at his arms and hands and seeing the complete masculinity of them and suddenly you start wanting to kiss him. The worry when he's a few minutes late that he might be in an accident and you start to cry at the thought of it. The feeling of when that time comes you would rather die first then be left alone with out him. The kindness, sweetness, and thoughtfulness in him that makes you feel so completly lucky and underserving. Why should I be so lucky always goes through my head. Holding his hand when you are walking about and you just feel content. How he can make your feet pop out in a sweat when you are making love. The feeling of freeness to be yourself wholly and knowing you won't be judged. Finding him interesting and wanting to know what he thinks about a subject. Feeling so sexy when you can get him all bothered without taking a stitch of clothes off. Having your biggest supporter and cofindant by your side knowing that he always has your back. Yeah, I've been in love. I'm still there and hope to never leave it.
NLW's wife
ummm... just wanted to start a thread about this.. i would so want to get started....
I sooooo so so want a gay best friend too! I hope that doesn't offend anyone. lol.
While I was a JW I remember thinking being gay was wrong but I didn't think it was a choice (thanks to different news articles). I guess I should have known I was going downhill in my JW beliefs when I started conversations and began arguing over that. Now I could care less whether someone is gay and find my family's strong aversion to it annoying. There is a secret part of me that wants to hang around with my gay BFF (if I ever find one) so everyone can see me and I can scandalize my family. Hehehee
NLW's wife.
it's my birthday todaaaaayyyyy!!!!.
carrot is making me pancakes and taking me out for lunch!
i love my birthday, cause it's all about meeeeee!!!!!!!!.
WOOHOO! I can hardly wait to celebrate my birthday for the fist time this year. Enjoy your day!!!!!
NLW's wife
HI!
NLW's wife
today was my grandmother's funeral.
she had a hard life (which i will not divulge here) and the circumstances of her death weren't much better.
she was not a jw but because she was my mother's mother she got a jw eulogy (yeah the jw infomercial).
I'm so sorry.
NLW's wife
due to the fact there are about 27,000 members of this religion that are known pedophiles, and the information about it is kept in a secret database file, i wonder how many lurking jw's as well as others are aware of the severity of this problem?
remember, it's 27,000 pedophiles that they know about.
what about the thousands that don't get caught?
I think that I know of about 10 people. It's so very sad. They are all messed up and still trying to serve Jehovah. And I don't think that they have a clue about why they are so unhappy.
NLW's wife
as i said before when i reached my thirties i feft i had to do something with my life.
so what was my great idea?
well of course i felt i needed to be a elder.
I am so glad that you are happier now!