"OK, I did. It seems that Spade is a rather odd duck - he is a JW apologist who claims to not be a JW.
Please see the other thread I put back to the top -" Who this guy that finds the forum dishonest and unbearable? I have more backbone than this, so stick to the initial post. http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/201762/1/Thanks-and-Goodbye
I really do appreciate all the help you guys have given me in this process. But it's time for me to leave. It was time for me to leave the WT (at least in my mind) when it became damaging to me. This site has also become damaging.
I like being around happy people that love life. IMO, the site has degenerated into a place where everyone can go to complain, hate, and tear down faith of any type. I respect the beliefs of all of you. However, when the conversations degrade into attacks against the God that I love and know, I cannot partake in the conversation anymore.
I know that many of you feel that this is a place where you can help JWs come to Christ. But maybe I am not strong enough for that. The last couple of months I've come away from the site feeling drained and sad. I don't want that in my life. I don't want to hear about God being a disgusting killer that approves of rape, child killing, and every other horrible thing that man has dreamt up.