thank you very much for your comments!
no, i´m not in a rush. but sometimes i can´t get in touch with her, and i start thinking all types of bad things.
i got a job to concentrate at work, and i constantly checking my emails or text messages on the cell phone. its just tough not knowing how things will develope.
imaging giving up your your friends, parants and relatives, and to start a new life in a new town. i could imagine that being a turnoff for lots of people.
as i said, there is no way for me to leave my place due to my work.