A "waking up", but still a member, Jehovah's Witness acquaintance of mine from Eastern Europe wrote the following lines:
"I count among the main sins of the Watchtower Society:
1. Concealment
They hide numerous embarrassing and uncomfortable issues from the members, which if brought to light, could reveal that the "faithful and wise servant" is occasionally a fascist and ruthless dictator. They take away my right to decide for myself whether the accusations brought against them are valid or not. They do not give me the chance to filter out satanic attacks independently, relying on my own educated conscience, and to learn from the given issue, strengthening my faith and growing in knowledge, faith, and love. Instead, they cut me off from all channels of information, arguing that I should not even deal with the satanic slanders of the apostates because my faith would not survive it. What an arrogant insult! To judge the apostates lumped together under a generalized collective term, I must first listen to them and share my experiences with everyone, to give them a chance to decide as well. Every single free person has this right! Even if the charges brought against the Society are indeed false! But let me decide this! But are the charges really false? If the Society wasn't afraid of this, they would freely let information flow, because this is Jehovah's work, a mortal man cannot ruin it. So what are they afraid of? That someone would start thinking independently? Therefore, they only leave one channel of information open - the heavily censored Watchtower flood, with which they massage people's minds on a daily basis, so I have no chance to think about anything else. This is the most disgusting Orwellian manipulation of the mind, conscience, and heart. They want to keep under their control those gifts with which Jehovah has blessed me, and graciously allowed me to live freely with them! When they first approached me with the good news, they encouraged me to open my mind to other directions, thoughts, readings. Is this no longer valid today?! Can't I research freely today? Their entire church history is based on this! On constant research, correction, convergence! That's why I joined too. Do the former Bible researchers turn into dogmatic dictators just when they get so close to the truth? What happened? Research involves the right to make mistakes, so why do they want to be infallible idols? Yes, this is idolatry!!! They deceived me, you, them! I beg, why is it a problem that it could turn out that daddy is not the well-groomed, courteous, omniscient, and infallible uncle who feeds you. This can only be a problem if we worship daddy as a god. That's why we ourselves do not want to allow anything to be revealed about him. Because the realization would have a devastating effect on us. Thus we ourselves become accomplices in sin.
And I can only feel this way because they hid the dirtier laundry from me. What a fatal mistake!
2. Lack of love
If Christ's claim is true, that "they will know you are my disciples if there is love among you," then the Witnesses are not Christ's disciples. What they call love is an empty, soulless, paper-smelling pretense. They love each other on command, but only if you are also in the right direction, and you say what you have to, what is in the numbered paragraph. A witness's whole life is a big, edited, numbered paragraph pile, here and there spiced up with a framed part or two. There is no alternative. If you question anything, you instantly become a public enemy. I grew up in such a dictatorial police state, and yet they managed to deceive me again. I am deeply upset. Despite this, they ceaselessly declare outwardly what boundless fraternal love, tolerance, and Christian peace prevail among them. What do you think, if these lines fell into their hands, which fruit of the spirit would they practice on me? They would kick me out so fast my feet wouldn't touch the ground. A secretive, summary judicial committee, without a public hearing where I could defend myself, would immediately excommunicate me, and forbid everyone from getting near me, and practicing the commandment of Christian love.
3. The unquestionability
What happened to them? They owe it to the questions that they made countless biblical truths obvious to millions of people. Have the questions run out today? Why is it forbidden nowadays to question certain dogmas? Because they are the mature and anointed teachers, and I am the ignorant riffraff who would get lost without adequate help? This is fascism. Where are those Bible study groups that came together with the aim of questioning each other's statements, constantly asking questions to get closer and closer to the truth? Has the teaching become completely clear today? Who will guarantee this to me? A clerical body? They can adjust the teachings, and I cannot? They can receive the new light, and I cannot? One moment a teaching is an unshakable dogma - which if you resist, you are damned – the next moment the light comes and the teaching takes a different direction, possibly a direction that you suggested long ago, and because you shared your thoughts with your fellow believers, you ended up as a heretic. Does history not cease to repeat itself? When will we throw away the Watchtowers, and start studying the Bible? Without any help – haven't we grown up spiritually enough yet? This is an incredible paradox! The organization, whose existence is based on questions, prohibits questioning. The organization, known worldwide as a champion of freedom of conscience, most severely prohibits the practice of independent conscience. The organization, which consistently speaks out against idolatry, makes itself the biggest idol, and lovingly commands its followers to worship it as a god. Such a disappointment!
Finally, I would like to say that I will be forever grateful to the Society for the amount of knowledge I received from them, which helped me to get closer to Jehovah, understand the biblical teachings, the sacrifice of Christ, and countless valuable and life-saving information they taught me. It is precisely for this reason that I am puzzled by the fact that it was this organization that unfairly deceived and misled me, hiding its actions from me, and trying to treat me like a forever debtor, a helpless lamb, an empty cabbage head, who is unable to cope without the watchful eye of Big Brother. I am convinced that sooner or later these thoughts will fall into the right pastoral hands, and thus the grotesque list of apostates will increase again, as I have no intention of retracting these lines."