Hey JW,
I hope you have changed your mind and have not yet left because after spending time in chat with you the other night I have a message for you, and I want you to know it truly comes from my heart.
GO FUCK YOURSELF.
Kevin
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An apostate joke
by JW4fr inwhy do apostates no longer go door to door?.
they have nothing worthwhile to say.. hah hah hah
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I've lost my faith, and I'm not sure that's bad.
by kevin221 ini've tried in the last few months to rely on my faith in god to carry me through the bad hand that life has dealt me, and for the most part i have managed to carry on with my sanity in order.
i do however have one question that i can't answer and therefore wish to ask you all if you have any clue as to the answer.. the love of my life died and the only consistant reason i get from my reading of the sciprture and my conversations with "religious" persons is that god had a higher purpose for calling my love to heaven.
this only begs of me to ask the question, if the lifestyle my love was leading was so adverse to god's commandments, then why would he want to call him to a higher purpose?
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I've tried in the last few months to rely on my faith in God to carry me through the bad hand that life has dealt me, and for the most part I have managed to carry on with my sanity in order.
I do however have one question that I can't answer and therefore wish to ask you all if you have any clue as to the answer.
The love of my life died and the only consistant reason I get from my reading of the sciprture and my conversations with "religious" persons is that God had a higher purpose for calling my love to heaven. This only begs of me to ask the question, if the lifestyle my love was leading was so adverse to God's commandments, then why would he want to call him to a higher purpose? Also what in the world could that purpose possibly be?
Kevin
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Obsessing vs Living
by joelbear ini posted in another thread that i felt like maybe i was at last turning a corner.
i sure hope so anyway.
i'm getting too old to keep spending my days in a whirl of worry and doubt.. i've started pretending that my brain has a switch which one way says obsess and the other way says live.
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Joel,
I agree with Andi, you have a great heart. Please take care and know that you are appreciated and loved.Peace,
KevinHere's hoping we can all turn that corner together.
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experience???
by wonderwoman77 inhey all you out there.
all of us homosexuals, lesbian, gay, bisexual were getting bashed in the chat tonight.
what i was wondering?
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hey refiners,
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experience???
by wonderwoman77 inhey all you out there.
all of us homosexuals, lesbian, gay, bisexual were getting bashed in the chat tonight.
what i was wondering?
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hey WW,
Love to love you baby! Don't be upset by the bashers, they come and go, and guess what girl, we are still here and still queer so they can just get used to it. Me myself, I have to say that I am 100 pct gay, but I have "known" a few women in my life. Does that count?Take care my friend,
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life sucks and then you die
by kevin221 inonly if you're lucky.. here's hoping this is my lucky night.
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Joel and everyone,
I'm somewhat better today. I'm just so tired of feeling like crap all of the time. I went to see my parents and no one even wanted to talk about Jon with me. This was the first time in 8 years that he wasn't with me for a trip home and they all just acted like nothing was different. Mabey I just take things too personally but that just really ticked me off, and then I got depressed and have been that way since. I did call my Dr. and am going to see him Monday so mabey he can get me on some new anti depressants, the ones I have now don't seem to be doing much good. I'm sorry if I scared anyone.
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life sucks and then you die
by kevin221 inonly if you're lucky.. here's hoping this is my lucky night.
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My father just beat my brother-
by ashitaka inone more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).
ashi.
p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.
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Ashi,
Get your brother out of that house tonight, if you can. You have the power to stop the abuse if you take it now. Your father will not change, once an abuser, always and abuser. I still bear the scars of my fathers hate, don't let your brother share in that, please. If you need help, I am here. I will call the authorities for you, if you feel you can't. I'm serious, it must stop, and it must stop now.
Please know that you are in my thoughts, and I'm serious, if you can't turn him in I will. Just email me his name and the city he lives in and it's done my freind.As my love would say,
Peace and love to you and yours.Kevin
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Venting against crazy JW's
by kevin221 inwell i finally made a decision.
i went to the local jw church and told them that if they didn't communicate with thier "hierarchy" and get jon's father to stop spending every night in his car on the street outside of my house that i was going to file suit, first against him, then against the crazy organization that seems to sanction his actions.
that man has been outside of my house every damn night and i finally figured out that since the local cops couldn't seem to do anything about it i would.. the other night i sat out on my front porch and waited for him to park his car across the street.
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Thanks all for your input.
I'm seriously considering releasing his name but I'm not sure yet if I should. It would feel sort of sleazy. I'll think about it. I did check with the local police and as long as my gun is registered, which it is, I am ok to have it on my property as long as I don't threaten anyone with it. I'm also having my lawyer check into the stalking laws to see if they apply.
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Venting against crazy JW's
by kevin221 inwell i finally made a decision.
i went to the local jw church and told them that if they didn't communicate with thier "hierarchy" and get jon's father to stop spending every night in his car on the street outside of my house that i was going to file suit, first against him, then against the crazy organization that seems to sanction his actions.
that man has been outside of my house every damn night and i finally figured out that since the local cops couldn't seem to do anything about it i would.. the other night i sat out on my front porch and waited for him to park his car across the street.
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Well I finally made a decision. I went to the local JW church and told them that if they didn't communicate with thier "hierarchy" and get Jon's father to stop spending every night in his car on the street outside of my house that I was going to file suit, first against him, then against the crazy organization that seems to sanction his actions. That man has been outside of my house every damn night and I finally figured out that since the local cops couldn't seem to do anything about it I would.
The other night I sat out on my front porch and waited for him to park his car across the street. I waited about an hour and then went into the house and went into the chat room here and vented a little. Well sorry folks, it was nobodys fault but that didn't help much so I got my gun and went outside and just sat in the middle of my yard in a lawn chair with the gun clearly visible in my hand. Well it took about 2 minutes but the jackass left and hasn't been back since. I hope he won't come back but I will tell you all this much, if he sets foot on my property ever again there will be another JW funeral for these wackos to attend.
I don't know if someone talked to him to get him to go away or if I scared him with my gun, and I don't care. I've had too much shit in my life lately and I am not going to take it lying down anymore. This may not be the right way to handle things, but it makes me feel better so fuck it.
Kevin