SFPW.... please do not go away. Keep posting. You are the exact reason why the the governing body does not want jdubs posting on the internet. I cant remember the names of the apologist that were on this site several years ago but the endless replies to posts that were made by them are some of the best "wake up" calls i received while lurking here.
You will be forgotten as well but rest assured you are helping to shatter the jw mindset that keeps so many people trapped in this man made organization. Good luck in your journey.
pbrow