Oh, yes, yoU will find people who will understand your past and will embrace you. Don't go back to a cult because you feel you won't fit in elsewhere. If you don't really believe JW bullsh!!, it will be revealed in some way, somehow, and it won't turn out well for you.
Leave on your own terms when you control the situation. If you stay, you will probably become romantically involved with someone and that will mess your life up real fast. Consider other options, please.