First of all you must be your best friend ever. There's no god/spirit/angel watching for us too.
There's nobody in the whole world who can perceive the world exactly as you do.
"We are all equals" is the greatest lie told to us.
Everyone is unique, and we are only equals before the law.
I myself have just found a couple of true friends after leaving the WT. And I'm always searching for new friends, but true friendship it's very very very rare.
But X-JW's have proved to be an oasis in a desert of people who can't understand what we passed through.