I already talked with you about the problem of (natural) evil.
It's the hardest Problem of theism.
But like parents submitting children under painful medical treatment, sometimes apparent evil is needed for a greater good. We don't know the big picture.
The Bible is a codified book.
Outside Catholic Church it doesn't make any sense. So you're in the right path when you say Bible is nonsense (because you take the Sola Scriptura approach).
The Bible is all about salvation of the soul.
Someday your Will will be enlighted by the Grace of God and your intellect will understand the reality of God.
Just feed your intellect with more views and concepts of God. Try to read about the Catholic and/or Jewish faith. Forget about the Sola Scriptura nonsense.