I have a strange ability to feel good even when I'm through deep sadness.
Being alive is what matters to me. Life will always bring interesting surprises.
I'm a nihilist.
i'm not suicidal just fed up.. i did think of suicide (briefly), but as there is no painless way and it's not something i would willingly do just in case things would have been better the day after.
i do have a slight grain of hope.. money problems.....problems at home (that's another matter with a son up court for something he is adamant he didn't do.
first offence but the pigs police and the cps have got charges made.
mickey rooney passed,a sad loss.
yes, the above is reported to be his epitaph.
how about yours?.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th4q9r2m8ss.
several years ago on beliefnet there was a jw apologist named "apologist".
he was very well written and defended the dubs very well.
he had several debates with auld soul and others on beliefnet which were fun to read.. i recently found out that the poster "apologist" is no longer a witness and does not consider them to have the "truth".
as one of the jw "young ones" i was always expected to witness to my friends at school if i wanted to make god's heart glad or whatever but i didn't.
the closest i ever got was just explaining why we didn't celebrate christmasetc.
even then i was just reciting things i read in publications.. one topic i always tried to avoid talking about was birthdays.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th4q9r2m8ss.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th4q9r2m8ss.
saw this on youtube.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_97rqlsjpkc.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th4q9r2m8ss.
The brain it's not a good place to perform quantum computing.
It's wet and warm, quantum computing needs hyper dry and cold environment.
Of course there are quantum phenomena in the brain as any other piece of matter, but it does not perform quantum computing.
But the neurons do classical computing, so the mind algorithm someday will be cracked and we'll be able to create an artificial mind.
And/or we'll be able to transfer our minds to a better substrate.
Actually there's a project doing this right now:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_Brain_Project
When this project will be finished, they'll run this brain model in the future exascale computers:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exascale_computing
Then we hope to get the so dreamed artificial intelligence, a mind that have the entire internet as memory and will have the processing power higher than all human brains combined.
I hope to be alive to see all these things.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th4q9r2m8ss.