Its been a while since Ive been on how is everyone doing? But just curious after you left jehovahs witnesses did you look into other religions? Or are any of you currently involved in any other religions now?
deservingone26
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what religion are you now?
by deservingone26 inits been a while since ive been on how is everyone doing?
but just curious after you left jehovahs witnesses did you look into other religions?
or are any of you currently involved in any other religions now?.
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Post a You-tube of your Favorite Funny scenes from Movies
by flipper in.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bk0pkyrbml8&feature=related.
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Jehovahs witnesses the only religion being persecuted
by deservingone26 inso i was talking to one of my jw family members and they have been really trying to get me to come back.
they believe that they are part of the only true religion.
one of the reasons was because of them being the only religion that is being persecuted they claimed and somewhere in texas or some where in the midwest or something a memorial was raided by a group of people and i guess they planned at a football game or something?
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they made an announcement at a football game that they were going to interupt the memorial or something
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Jehovahs witnesses the only religion being persecuted
by deservingone26 inso i was talking to one of my jw family members and they have been really trying to get me to come back.
they believe that they are part of the only true religion.
one of the reasons was because of them being the only religion that is being persecuted they claimed and somewhere in texas or some where in the midwest or something a memorial was raided by a group of people and i guess they planned at a football game or something?
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So i was talking to one of my jw family members and they have been really trying to get me to come back. They believe that they are part of the only true religion. One of the reasons was because of them being the only religion that is being persecuted they claimed and somewhere in texas or some where in the midwest or something a memorial was raided by a group of people and i guess they planned at a football game or something? have u guys heard of a story like this and i guess i shoud do my own research but im sure jehovahs witnesses are not the only religion getting persecuted
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my mind is screwed has anyone ever felt like this?
by deservingone26 inmy mind is screwed.
i am so messed up and there seems to be nothing i can do i can try to be as positive as i want but it always comes right back to this!
right back to me hating myself.
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thanks everyone i write here cuse this is like my counseling when i feel down and out i feel like there has to be some words that can be said to make me feel better for the moment and your words have made me feel better tonight but as you look thru my posts you will see my mind changes often but i do want to get counseling Ive only spoke with a counselor once when I was in the emergency room for having a panic attack, it is nice to vent and air out your feelings and hear others perspectives I really need to work on getting started on this counseling thing i have the money!
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my mind is screwed has anyone ever felt like this?
by deservingone26 inmy mind is screwed.
i am so messed up and there seems to be nothing i can do i can try to be as positive as i want but it always comes right back to this!
right back to me hating myself.
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My mind is screwed. I am so messed up and there seems to be nothing I can do I can try to be as positive as I want but it always comes right back to this! Right back to me hating myself. I dont know what I want I dont feel like I have a place in this world I dont want to be a witness, I dont want to pursue a life of wealth and prosperity. I want nothing I just want happiness but I dont know how to be happy. I want my family but I dont want to go back to the witness world i cant convince myself that it is the truth and how can i witness to others if i dont believe. Im constantly looking for happiness everyday and the only thing that fulfils that for me is food so I spend at least 20 dollars a day at least or more each day on food. All my money goes to quick gratifications. Food, alcohol and sometimes drugs. I have a hard time saving money and I dont want a nice car or house. I have an old car and an old apartment. I have debt out the ying yang cuse I use to like things like nice tvs and laptops and nice clothes but now I dont. My confidence is very low I dont ever get with women because I dont feel like I have nothing to offer. I feel like I am a very boring person. And I feel like others feel the same way! In fact they have told me I am boring plenty of times they have told me I have no personality and I am like that donkey from winnie the pooh. I suck at life! Ive been told that as well. I dont know how to convince myself otherwise. I use to feel like I would get confidence with alcohol but not anymore I just feel stupid and more depereseed. The only thing that make me happy is music and the only talent I somewhat have is the ability to some what sing. I hate being negative but I cant push the negatives thoughts away!
sorry if this doesnt make complete since i am somewhat drunk now
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deservingone26
i didnt go, at the last minute i decided not to go, i went to the movies instead, i hate this whole disfellowshipping arrangement im tired of going to the meetings,
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songs you couldnt do without on your ipod/mp3player/cell
by deservingone26 ini know there's a lot of threads out there like this but i am currently trying to build my music library so far i have a pretty good list of songs that i can listen all the way thru but i only have like 60 songs.
so i want to see other peoples songs that they could listen to over and over without getting tired of them.
i want to see if there are any songs that other people really like that i might want to add on to my list.
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I know there's a lot of threads out there like this but I am currently trying to build my music library so far I have a pretty good list of songs that I can listen all the way thru but I only have like 60 songs. So I want to see other peoples songs that they could listen to over and over without getting tired of them. I want to see if there are any songs that other people really like that I might want to add on to my list. I figure this would be a good place to get a variety of different tastes of music. I am open to genres of music.
My two that I could listen to over and over again are Human nature by Michael Jackson and Simple Man by Shinedown. Those two songs I listen to all the time and never get tired of them. Great songs in my opinion! whats yours?
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whats everybody doing this weekend?
by deservingone26 inwhats everybody doing this weekend?
i have no plans tryin to figure out what im gonna do tired of doing what i usually do which is go out and drink .
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just went to go see that movie Paul it hilarious! check it out!
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whats everybody doing this weekend?
by deservingone26 inwhats everybody doing this weekend?
i have no plans tryin to figure out what im gonna do tired of doing what i usually do which is go out and drink .
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whats everybody doing this weekend? i have no plans tryin to figure out what im gonna do tired of doing what i usually do which is go out and drink