"True? True as demonstrated how? For every church father you have another church father who disagrees. The early church consisted of brawlers who burned each others congregations and started fist fights for not agreeing to some imagined orthodoxy.
You make it sound like everyone was running around burning churchs. Where, may I ask, did they have the time to dodge the Roman persecuters who until Constantine hunted down the Christians and killed them? Question: How are you able to rationalize why they early Christians were so willing to die if Christ's resurrection was a lie?
If a Church Father was in a position to BURN the writings of somebody who didn't see things their own way--THEY BURNED!
So because of your uncertainty and being ruined by the WTBS, you can't believe that God could actually reveal Himself, and then, actually protect the deposit of the faith in His Church? In your world, God must be pretty weak....
Besides, we have absolutely no ORIGINAL writings, autograph manuscripts or non-corrupt early writings. The earliest existingcopy of a copy of a copy is about the size of a postage stamp. The existing copies, of copies, of copies of copies were dragged out of rotting landfills and broken pots. Hardly a demonstration of Divine Preservation of Truth!
How would you determine if they were uncorrupt? If they lined up with your code of morality? Or would you only believe with your own eyes? Many of the writings of the early church fathers were preserved proving the true deposit of the faith, but somehow, I don't think that will make a difference to you.
You seem to think that truth can only be preserved via ink and paper. If it was so important, and if that were actually so, Christ would've written it Himself. This is a typical misunderstanding of how the Christian faith was transmitted. Christ did write something: the Apostles, who then passed on what they were orally taught.
I am not trying to change your position. I've read your posts on this forum for quite a long time. You seem to be an intelligent person. I hope you find God.