Vakian
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In a a very bad situation...
by Vakian inhello all,so im in a rly bad situation,it all started when i became friends with a jw girl 2 years ago,we got along pretty well,we had and still have lots of things in commun,and i was helping her out with playing electric guitar and all,anyway,has time passed by i started to fall in love with her,and well i did about 6 months later,and was then i started to search info about the jws as i knew they were pretty strict.. well the more and more i learned the more weird and cultish this religion seemed,from the failed prophecies to the occultistic and masonic roots and many many more,well i still confessed i love her anyway about 4 months after,as she never tried to convert me or preach to me and we rly felt a strong connection.. from what ive seen her congregation isnt very strict her best friend is a non jw and the regular friends she usually hangs out are too,also she said there was no problem with any kind of sex even though i searched and saw oral sex was forbidden.. we talked some times about her religion wich didnt go to well for me,only last time sort of did wich was about 3 months ago where i asked if you are homosexual u can still be a witness?
and if so then its strange as u cant go to paradise?wich at first she stated that yeah you can,jehovah would change u into hetero in paradise earth wich i replied that it would be stupid cause part of the essency of the person would be lost and if he or she had someone that loved alot then they would stop loving each other and love should be unconditional so what other option there was than kill them?
wich she replied "dunno...".i still cant talk about her religion very openly cause im afraid she will think im trying to change her ways of thinking and will go in defense mode.. anyway was her mother supposly only would let her date at 16,she was 14 at the time and me 18,i said supposly cause it seems she developed some hatred for me,at first she was all nice(trying to convert me stage),and invited me to things ,told me i was very good at guitar,and let her daughter be with me many times,has time passed and she started to realize i had no interest for their religion she started getting more cold and letting her come to my house less and less and not allow her to go out with me so often.. she still is the same with me in the outside though,but i know she is faking it,even her daghter said she was rly cynic,and her mother told her she tough i was manipulative,vain and she was beeing illuded and used by me.
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