I believe you're right Steve2. I'm sorry if I've offended you or if I offended any lurking on-the-fence JW's.
I am still a witness and after not having much of a childhood or actual teenage life I feel like my actions are still based on a younger rebellious version of me that never really got its chance to come out.
But I will let you know this and you may believe it or not, but before when I used to work at the conventions during the summer, the colesium overseer would select a small number of maybe 2-4 brothers, in good standing, to watch the colesium during the night. Now since there were two bethelites visiting along with the other special bethelite speakers they volunteered to stay and do the night watch. & they asked me and some of the other sound brothers to join them. So we did.
I personally thought it would be quite boring and filled with them telling spiritual uplifting stories about bethel and the organization. But I was so wrong!
One of the first things they did was get on the go-cart in the back of the colesium and ride it all around like crazy people. Then they bought glow sticks and threw them everywhere getting some stuck on the speaker cluster in the middle. And they also played some worldy music.
But that's not what amazed me. What really made me go "wtf" was that they decided to go swimming in the baptism pool and stayed there for about 2 hours. None of the sound bothers including myself went in. But they did. I just couldn't justify going into the pool even though I knew it was all BS!
Then to top it off, the older bethelite called his girlfriend (also a bethelite) to come and hang out and she did. They disappeared into one of the rooms and I still have no idea what they did in there alone.
Now this may seem like I'm trying to justify my actions because I saw bethelites doing similar things and I kind of am but I just want to let you know that one doesn't have to be an apostate to do these things.
The main point of my op was to inform you all on how worldy people, despite having fun amd living their lives the way they want, they are pretty much the same if not even much better than those in supposed "good standing" in the org.