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  Were You In A Constant State Of Worry As A Witness?

  by minimus in

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  looking back, did you find yourself always worried about what was going to happen to you if you made a mistake or you even exercised your own "bible trained conscience"?.

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  Birthday

  by lostinthought in

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  so today is my birthday.

  one of my "worldy" friends invited me over his house cause he thought being alone on my birthday was horrible.

  we all had ice cream sunday's and we played words with friends, nothing extravagant but a way to recognize that i was born today.

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  Disassociated in 2006, from Malaysia...

  by FlierMate in

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  i don't know where to start.

  hoping to find a place to ventilate my feelings of long period... language is a barrier as english is not my primary language, i will still give it a try.. baptized in 2000, the message they brought to me was the end of world that everyone were talking to at that eve of millennium... i believed and started reading my first book, my bible story, for consecutive 10 hours.

  during the bible study, the bible instructor told me he suspected i had some form of mental disorder, and later was diagnosed as schizophrenia.

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  Hello Filermate Welcome to JWN! I'm glad you found this site. I'm from Malaysia too (Johor). I Disassociated last year. Were you the only JW in your family? Keep posting ...
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  Disassociated in 2006, from Malaysia...

  by FlierMate in

  1. jw
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  i don't know where to start.

  hoping to find a place to ventilate my feelings of long period... language is a barrier as english is not my primary language, i will still give it a try.. baptized in 2000, the message they brought to me was the end of world that everyone were talking to at that eve of millennium... i believed and started reading my first book, my bible story, for consecutive 10 hours.

  during the bible study, the bible instructor told me he suspected i had some form of mental disorder, and later was diagnosed as schizophrenia.

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  Disassociated in 2006, from Malaysia...

  by FlierMate in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know where to start.

  hoping to find a place to ventilate my feelings of long period... language is a barrier as english is not my primary language, i will still give it a try.. baptized in 2000, the message they brought to me was the end of world that everyone were talking to at that eve of millennium... i believed and started reading my first book, my bible story, for consecutive 10 hours.

  during the bible study, the bible instructor told me he suspected i had some form of mental disorder, and later was diagnosed as schizophrenia.

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  What was the last meeting you ever went to?

  by lilbluekitty in

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  i figured out it's been 4 months and 5 days since my last meeting ever.

  july 10th, it was a sunday.

  i hadn't been there in 2 months or so and decided to see if anyone noticed i'd been gone.

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  umadevi

  Memorial 2011 - I was considered spiritually 'weak' so you can imagine how they treated me.
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  Welcome Newbies & New Posters ! How has this Board Assisted You ?

  by flipper in

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  it's nice to have you here !

  i found that this board was very supportive when i first got on it over 4 years ago .

  i still find it supportive !

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  umadevi

  Hello Mr Flipper,

  JWN is a life saver! I would still be trapped in the "truth' if it's not for this site. The long time posters here have helped me to see the WTBTS for what it is - a mind contolling cult. Their posts/suggestions have helped me to be bold enough to "dissasosiate" from the cult. It feels great to be free! I owe it to JWN.

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  How did you do it?

  by GeneM in

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  umadevi

  Hello! All it took was Coc by Ray Franz to realize it was a man made org. After that I read a few more books suggested by other posters here on JWN. I stopped attending meetings and D'fd via sms.
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  What will you be having for Xmas dinner?

  by Pams girl in

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  im getting rather excited!

  its only 8 weeks away!

  this year, for the 1st time in 6 years, we are having a proper xmas.

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  umadevi

  This is our first Christmas and we are planning to get a tree too! Lots of asian food - asian pancakes, rice, chicken curry,... hot and spicy!
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  Have You Ever Feared Being Outed On This Site?

  by minimus in

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  or do you not care at all?.

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  umadevi

  No more fear as I was the only JW in my family. Now I am totally out.