I am now a double-agent myself, I attend meetings but I use this to help others leave the Organization. Over the last eight years I have helped close to twenty people leave the Organization by putting doubts and making their believes contradict the Bible, just like Cedar's has tried to with his cool and calm methods used during his Apostate Trial. I would like to meet John Cedar's in life because he comes off as a kind and gentle man, did you read his website and apostate trial? Using the Organization and cover of a elder is the perfect way to get people out as fast as possible, if it was found out that a brother who get's parts on the circuit-cult group backslappings was a apostate, what would they do? I will not change from being a Mole, we need other methods than harrassment, hatred, angry, rage, bitterness. I ask for your help because I don't want him to go insane and need him to realize, his methods are not counter-productive. I have five Anti-bible studies now, things are working out very well!
How far are we expected to fall once we realize we were tricked and subjected to countless Meetings of propaganda? I know he scare's the Hell out of his wife, she has found video equipment, (Spy shit), hack's in to her personal emails and refuses to let her live her own life even though he has already gone through ten girlfriends, imagine the horror of having your own emails read by your Ex and he goes and posts them online. I am afraid to now go near him, after a few of the individuals I asked to talk with him, he went "CableGuy" on these weak-brothers who were looking for spiritual gudiance, instead of the soft and kind demeanor he shows everyone (Including you all), his anger and rage appear once we are off camera. This particual apostate has become the bedtime story of the Wolf seeking to kill the spiritually strong JWs (Figuratively speaking I pray it's just figurative!). I myself do not get along with bullies, I am 6:5, 300lbs and I now got a transfer from San Luis Obispo's Men's Colony prison to a SuperMax in Kern County, California. I got a promotion, once I move I wonder what is going to happen to this poor angry and bitter man full of rage nobody want's to be around because he talks nothing but how to destroy the Organization, imagine if we are fishing for Salmon and we can't get away from the topic of the Witchtower, it get so dam old!
This apostate has a particular fascisnation with my fleshly brother, will not leave him or his family alone. Why can't he step away from the Cult? Why can't he stop attending the Meetings with multipule fake aliases, why do you need to lie about your identification and why go Sam Kinison on JW Kids out in field circus? Why can't you get a life? You are making all JWs who leave the Organization and take a more active approach towards helping others out of this Cult look like lunatics?
I know the signs of somebody who is about to go Postal, somebody who has left the Organization but can't leave his wife in peace, somebody who want's her World to shatter in to a million little pieces like he has.
JWs and Watchtower Organization use the faulty reasoning "Where else will you go if ou leave the Borg?", if insanity and rage are what this fellow Anti-Watchtower man is offering, his next step is Aurora, Columbine, Newtown or WACO Texas. Please try to help reason with this brother, he has no idea people are moving out of his apartment complex, run when they see him at the stores instead of the regular shunning. Why do we need to plant video equipment and hack in to our ex-wife's house, has she not suffered enough humilation?
The best part of all, he is a Deist who wears a "Star of David", "Cross" and has these symbols on his arm now, he must love Japanese Animes?
Can anyone else, do you remember a video on Youtube of the man screaming at the Witnesses and almost getting his ass kicked by a former gang-banger? The man is a Christian minister and he is yelling about JWs and the Witchtower, screaming off his lungs like a nut-job? If only he could see that normal humans who don't have exposure to the Cult are thinking he has lost his mind. What can we do to get him help, he needs to see a psychiatrist or realize oncehe does some evil action, he will be used as a poster child of the "Big Bad Apostate who ate Hanzel and Greddal". I wish him peace, he lives in a wonderful place and could have many friends and admiring invidiauls if he would stop acting so angry.
Let's upload that video and show him how the World views his actions.