When i sat with 2 elders 2 weeks ago I mentioned that I was NOT recommended for baptism back when I was 16 by last elder to do questions with me.
I said I did NOT answer YES to two baptism questions because during talk I realized I had not said a prayer of dedication.
I said I was afraid and humiliated and too scared to step out of line and not go get dunked so I did.
All true events = my baptism is null and void,,,,elder manual says elders CANNOT override...it is between God and me.
I just don't know if I should write a letter to make it official, I don't want that to lead to sanctioned shunning by elder body.