Je.suis.oisif

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  BBC Radio Four Comedy Centering Around Leaving the Witnesses.

  by gonzobear in

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  i heard this on the radio last week and thought it was really powerful, amazingly radio four referred to the witnesses as a religious cult, which i thought was progress.

  it's a strangely tough listen, i'm sure many of you have been through similar, i know i was, and to hear it presented as comedy seems to add an extra punch.

  it's great to see true life stories gaining some media traction.

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  Marvellous. Just the tonic I needed. I've been having some crazy cultish dreams recently. I've put myself in their "back room" Haven't l?

  Thankyou. Hilariously sharp.
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  Feeling very lonely

  by BlackWolf in

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  2. friends

  the past few months i've been feeling really depressed and kind of hopeless.

  the few people that actually were a little bit friendly to me at the hall recently moved away, and i'm feeling like more of an outcast than i already was.

  every meeting i just stand by myself by the wall and nobody cares, i feel really lonely and unloved.

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  Hey Blackwolf. Read your OP. It sounds as if the text about being at tge KH could have been mine.

  I've been faded now for 17mnths. Dont5miss any of it. My situation is different from you in that I'm not dependent on parents. I don't want to patronise you, sufficient to say I remember what it was like to live in a strict non-jw household.

  People can't trace internet history via a router. Your dad is just planting seeds to further emasculate you. It's a tried & tested weapon. They need your device. If you clear your history, then not possible, unless experts take it in. The only thing he can do is monitor you live. He'd have to sit there & watch numbers whizzing past him. Then he'd have to know what they all mean. Unless I've missed parental snooping technology advances. In which case, I stand corrected.

  Please please just hang fire. Time does pass slowly when your young. Keep visiting or posting. We're routing for you buddy.
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  Things you'd never read in the Bible

  by Tahoe in

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  2. humour

  mock the week is a british improvised, satirical celebrity panel show, like whose line is it anyway?

  performers deliver answers on unexpected subjects on the spur of the moment.

  i found it quite funny and thought i would pass it along.

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  Je.suis.oisif

  Hey Tahoe. Cool. Thanks. I love this show.
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  Question about an elder and if I am crazy

  by life is to short in

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  2. child-abuse

  ok so i have a question.

  i was a very, very true believer until i saw the child molesters in my hall and how that whole thing was handled.. my husband is older than i am and had been an elder for 12 when we married.

  so fast forward to 06, we are in a hall where i thought all the elders were ok at the worst and great at the best.

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  Sorry Iown Mylife. My sausage fingers activated the dislike whilst trying to press like.
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  Question about an elder and if I am crazy

  by life is to short in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  ok so i have a question.

  i was a very, very true believer until i saw the child molesters in my hall and how that whole thing was handled.. my husband is older than i am and had been an elder for 12 when we married.

  so fast forward to 06, we are in a hall where i thought all the elders were ok at the worst and great at the best.

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  Wow, unbelievable! Almost choked over my breakfast cereal reading your OP!

  I've experienced similar & also observed same! Just bat s**t crazy. You need to take control & set clear & defined boundaries. Your husband needs to step up here. You'll need to devise a plan & support each other. You might be depressed. I thought I was. I've realised since turning my back on this goon show that I was suffering from the trauma of life events. Their duplicitous lives, managing their privelges in the congn was, well a TOTAL MIND F**K. It upended me mentally. I was always in a state of emotional flux for 32yrs. My esteem was dependent on how I was treated in the congn by the elders. I don't miss this. My poor nonJW hubby must have had many WTAF moments throughout all these years. Part of your problem is your husbands non-support in all of this. You don't mention this in your OP which is why I arrive at this conclusion.

  Please be kind to yourself. I've just been suggested a book that will help me. It's by some one called Beck, first name totally gone. It's called " Find Your Own North Star ". Some wise bods on here tell us " they're only men, they only possess the power we allow them to have ", or something along these lines.
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  RIP dad, who introduced me to this fairytail of everlastin life and paradise :(

  by Frezia in

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  2. friends

  less than 5 hours ago my great dad fell asleep the last time :( still in a bit of a shock and sad that i will not see him again...i promised myself that once he is here no more, i will somehow make my move out of this organisation who kept us all captive believing in a fantasy of an everlasting life :( i am in a tricky situation, since raised as jw, still in, married to an active jw, and pretty sure that all in my social and family circle will turn their backs on me if i finally say goodbye to a fairytail ;(.

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  Frezia, condolences. Take your time. Don't make any rash decisions whilst your grief is so raw. One day at a time until things become clearer. You will emerge from the FOG ( fear, obligation & guilt).
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  Farewell

  by WITNESS-FOR-WATCHTOWER-REFORM in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  due to unforeseen circumstances, i need to say goodbye.

  proverbs 14:16 nlt.

  i have every faith that the governing body of jehovah's witnesses will bring about needed change very soon given the continuous pressure they face.

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  Should've made it clearer that I wast3d 32yrs of my life. I had a major wobble 14yrs ago.

  I hope the future sorts itself out for you though. Please take care & live well.
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  Farewell

  by WITNESS-FOR-WATCHTOWER-REFORM in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  due to unforeseen circumstances, i need to say goodbye.

  proverbs 14:16 nlt.

  i have every faith that the governing body of jehovah's witnesses will bring about needed change very soon given the continuous pressure they face.

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  I was in your position 14yrs ago. Had embarked on a second career because I was young enough. Catalyst presented itself that caused me to return. I realised that nothing had changed. I was held at arms' length for these 14yrs. Be very careful. These men do not represent " A God ". You're delusional.

  RESULT:- 14yrs wasted. Gave up job that would've carried me into old age. Now I'm 60 and there's no market for me approaching pension age. I fell cheated, & I was a nobody in the org. I was always made to feel a nobody.
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  When you were fully in, did you believe that you would not die?

  by TTWSYF in

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  2. beliefs

  i know that it must seem silly to ask, but my brother and his family think that the big a will arrive before they die.

  i tried to explain to my brother that everyone else who has ever lived in the past has died and only jesus has [physically] rose from the dead.. it is amazing that anyone could buy that line.

  what crazy cult culture that could make people believe such nonsense?!.

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  Je.suis.oisif

  Nope, and I got some funny responses from the "glazed eye brigade".

  In the 32yrs that I struggled on, it just didn't sit right with my whole being. I convinced myself that I'd die before the big A? Then I'd be ressurected into the new system. That was the only way my brain could rationalise the hype.

  I'm at this moment in time undergoing some major emotional maturing. At 60, I feel strange dealing with emotions & thought processes that should've been put to bed by now.

  Watch this, I'll finally calm down & it will be goodnight Vienna.
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  VERTIGO: 'My head is moving through space where, in reality, it is not.'

  by compound complex in

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  2. friends

  greetings, fellow posters:.

  wishing you well and offering my sympathy if you've ever experienced vertigo.

  my neighbor is a physical therapist and told me about the epley maneuver, which i am now researching.. have you ever been through this hell of total incapacitation?.

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  CoCo,

  I've never experienced this. My youngest daughter suffers from me and has had several bouts which has resulted in her being hospitalized.

  Nothing to add, except good wishes for your recovery.