Thanks 3rdgen. I know sending them facts is pointless and dangerous, but I get frustrated with them. Today I was walking my dog and 2 female JW's from the same cong I attended as a study approached me and offered me magazines. That got on my nerves as I clearly stated I didn't want that to happen in the e-mail I sent to the elder. I think some of the frustration is also from my own thoughts, Sometimes I think perhaps they have got things right and I could have a nice life if I joined them. I think that perhaps if I could get back to studying and keep to it that things could work out rather well. Then the logical part of my brain kicks in and I remember all their false teachings, and their controlling ways and I also think how they go against Jesus' commands.
I know all that sounds weird but even though I was never baptized I guess I'm still indoctrinated to some degree.