I was gonna read this thread earlier....................................
Mimilly
i was just wondering, do you procrastinate?
well, i was going to write about this 6 months ago, and i finally got around to it.
yes, i procrastinate all the time.
I was gonna read this thread earlier....................................
Mimilly
got this in my email this morning:.
dear friend,.
sese-seko of zaire?
I get plenty of these damned things. I sure hope no one falls for them.
Mim
oops.... should start at the beginning of a story shouldn't i!
i've been lower than a serpent's belly as of late.
finances just got a whole lot worse; argued 5 times with monopolistic telephone company who took my payment (money from 'hubby') yet didn't re-connect me; went searching for my resume on hubby's computer and found child porn instead.
Dede - honey, I am seeing a very good doctor and am on meds. I know this site is not enough, but I'm very thankful because it was due to reaching out to someone here that led me back to the light.
August is the anniversary of my marriage breaking up, of the 'legal separation' that was to be temporary but has lasted 5 years. This time last year, I had a neighbor take me to the hospital. This year, too many things compounded the depression and overwelmed me. I see my doctor at least twice a month and will be seeing a psychiatrist as well. And I know now that I want to live. The analogy proved it to me. I'm just - overwelmed. If I feel I am slipping, I will put myself into the hospital pronto.
I love ya honey. I'm not goin' anywhere.
Salem
you might think i'm being picky here, please dont take this the wrong way.
the thing is, i'm stuggling with my health at the moment and am going in hospital to see if my cancer has spread.. heres my gripe: some people (noone on this board) say to me, over and over, that they know someone who had skin cancer and they're fine now....how they can just remove the mole and everything is fine.
well for the purposes of educating people:.
SIRONA! I'm so happy! (doing the dance of joy) I started another thread wondering about you cos I missed this post.
Both of my parents had cancer and I feel I am a sitting duck for it so I'm hyper vigilent about the sun and checking moles n spots n whatnots.
Bravo Sirona. Good gawd girl! Huge hugs.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Sirona))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Mimilly
sirona?
i've been lost thinking of her and wondering how the results came back, and how she is doing.
mimilly
Princess - thank you sweetheart. I missed that post! I've been searching the board wondering and worrying etc.
hugs, Mimilly
sirona?
i've been lost thinking of her and wondering how the results came back, and how she is doing.
mimilly
SIRONA? I've been lost thinking of her and wondering how the results came back, and how she is doing.
Anyone?
Mimilly
oops.... should start at the beginning of a story shouldn't i!
i've been lower than a serpent's belly as of late.
finances just got a whole lot worse; argued 5 times with monopolistic telephone company who took my payment (money from 'hubby') yet didn't re-connect me; went searching for my resume on hubby's computer and found child porn instead.
Simon and Ang - I don't know what I'd do without this site. It's the best 'home' I've ever had.
Queenie darlin' - I will be spending Labor Day weekend nursing a cold I probably caught at the hospital. My doctor put me on antibiotics again. I spent last night trying to sleep, but a sore throat and itchy ears just led to a horrible headache by the time the sun rose. However, I am alive, and that is what counts right now. I have to go out today to get dog and cat food. Then I am going to get dressed in the warmest stuff I have (cos I'm cold - fever) and watch tv.
Queenie - I'm so sorry you have to deal with those blisters and edema. You've been through so much already. I just want you to know that it means SO much to me that you keep checking in on my thread here. (my personal breakdown in cyberspace) We're made of tough stuff aren't we doll! I'm glad Lisa and Mamie Kitty are with you. My oldest, Beth, has been super, and my dogs haven't left me alone since the cop took me. Oh - Queenie hon - you would LOVE my new massage therapist! He's married with two adorable kids - but he's HOT! I wish I could send him down to take care of your aches and pains.
To all who have replied here - I love you. I cannot say it enough.
To Cassi - I'm so thankful I did not add to your pain. Your email brought me to tears as I remembered hearing about my best friend Starr. The analogy the nurse showed me was profound and I think of it several times a day now.
To Chevy- I've been thinking of you quite often since I read your post. I understand how you feel sweety. My friend Starr made one attempt and lived, which I knew about, and I knew she had sooo many pills around her house. I regret not going to stay with her. They (jws) left her alone. Her second attempt succeeded and I was crushed.
For everyone - If you know of someone who is severely depressed, or who has talked about 'leaving' or giving up, mentions the word suicide ONCE, starts making funeral plans and good-byes - call the police. Drag them, trick them - get them to the ER. Don't leave them alone.
To those who are lurking - keep reading and reach out to those on the site who you can relate to. For the one who contacted me because of my experience (this thread), we all care, and as you can see, there is alot of support here. Email me anytime honey.
Again - deepest thanks to my Guardian Angel - who is human, like you and I.
sunbeams, moonbeams and everything magical,
Salem (Mimilly)
edited to add Chevy's nick as I couldn't see it before.
Edited by - Mimilly on 31 August 2002 11:33:50
this woman's insight into sexual abuse is astonishing!
thanks for reading...donald
the compulsive reader (http://www.compulsivereader.com/html/)
Morrisamb - Absolutely fantastic! I am sure it will be hard for me to read the book, but I am going to. I'm very happy that your book is getting these great reviews. I've only started my book, and it is too hard going. I can only imagine what it took for you to complete that true story.
hugs and happiness,
Mimilly
i am having a very difficult time and i am here right now because i know in my heart, that when i explain what has just happened to me a few minutes ago, you will understand.
many of you are no doubt going through the same thing.. within several posts here, i have spoken of my mother.
my dear sweet mother, who just turned 78, and who has been a faithful jw since 1959. she abandoned me in 1981, when i decided to leave the borg, and for twelve years she did not speak to me, write to me, call me, or visit me.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Karen)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you have to go through this hon. My mom left when I was Df'd so I thankfully was spared that which you must face each day.
Wish I was closer to give you a real hug. My email is always open sweetie. Vent. You have every right to be angry and hurt. Just don't let those negative feelings become you ok? We're all here for ya.
Mim/Salem
Edited by - Mimilly on 30 August 2002 20:42:3
stop the rush to war
most americans agree that iraqs longtime dictator, saddam hussein, is a sadistic thug.
despite this, white house calls for a massive, preemptive invasion of iraq are dangerously misguided, and not in tune with americans current priorities.
Dubya won't even listen to his own people, let alone anyone from anywhere else. I seriously question his motives on invading Iraq. Saddam has to go - but this doesn't feel right at all, and frankly, scares me.
Mimilly