Was it Rutherford who said, "keep them busy"?
When I was in, I always found the schedule grueling but felt guilty if I didn't attend everything, read everything, meet every goal and so on because I thought it was what Jehovah wanted.
I felt JUBILANT whenever anything was canceled or compressed (and then I would feel guilty about being happy).
I remember when they canceled the book study, thinking about all the years of effort to BE there for the book study and one casual wave of the hand and it simply didnt matter anymore.