Dubla, why do you gotta ruffle feathers, my dear? Methinks you are looking to argue bc you are bored...Hmm. I wonder if you always look for arguments when you've got nothing better going on.... just to see people steam.
MoodyBlue
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One Soldier's Viewpoint of Iraq
by ThiChi inone soldier?s viewpoint of iraq.
greetings (names withheld).
as i head off to baghdad for the final weeks of my stay in iraq, i wanted to say thanks to all of you who did not believe the media.
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For LDH and Dubla
by confreg inalong....you are obsessed with me arent you... this time it was your fellow antis who clowned.
and classed the both of you.
move on.
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MoodyBlue
NYTelecom... is that your name? Dude, you sound like an ASS.
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Beards,Tatoos and Body Piercing !
by YYHWH init sure is nice to have the freedom to enjoy some of the simple things in life without having a guilt trip.. i remember when i was in the non-truth and i would go on vacation i would always use the oppurtunity to grow out my beard, of course my wife would insist that i shave before anybody from the hall saw me.. now i keep a full beard and it cracks me up when i run into people from the hall and when they talk to me they seem to not be able to not stare at my beard.. i cant wait to get me a tatoo.
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MoodyBlue
I had 2 tattoos done before I ever became a witness, BUT THEN, when i was a baptized dub, i was very baaaaaaaaad. I got a piercing in a very private place and they couldn't do shit about it! HAHAHA
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JW Father shunned by family for defying faith.
by nicolaou inmar.
11, 01:00 edt .
father shunned by family for defying faith to save child.. carol harrington.
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MoodyBlue
This makes me sick. I used to live in Calgary before I moved to the US. I was an active witness at that time. I'm dying to know what congregation that poor father belonged to, you never know, maybe it was mine. My heart goes out to him!
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What JW's on MSN Think of This Site...
by teenyuck ini cut and pasted from just jw's on msn...i will post the link, however, if you are not a member you cannot link in...somehow i got accepted!.
http://64.4.8.250/cgi-bin/linkrd?_lang=en&lah=8c41521583fca644a4e2d0ee2c43f5b4&lat=1015435130&hm___action=http%3a%2f%2fcommunities%2emsn%2eco%2euk%2fjustjws.
the jehovahs-witness.com site is not a jehovah's witness site.
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MoodyBlue
All I know after reading that garbage is that I"m glad as hell to be out of that mind control bullshit!!!!!!!
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I'm angry and scared
by MoodyBlue ini've been out of the witnesses for a year...and in that span i've become more of a skeptic towards any sort of religion or god.
i don't know if i will ever again have faith in a supernatural, all loving and powerful being.
i suppose this is because the only god i really know anymore is jehovah of the watchtower- who to me is nothing more than a jealous, angry and vindictive creature.
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MoodyBlue
I've been out of the witnesses for a year...and in that span I've become more of a skeptic towards any sort of religion or God. I don't know if I will ever again have faith in a supernatural, all loving and powerful being. I suppose this is because the only God i really know anymore is Jehovah of the watchtower- who to me is nothing more than a jealous, angry and vindictive creature. Whenever I attempt to read the Bible, I get extremely angry- and throw out questions that no one can answer. The thing is though, now, I fear death. I fear getting old. I fear eternal punishment for the way I am now choosing to live my life ( which is purely for ME.) Will this ever go away?? Will I ever be able to undo the brainwashing that was done???
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Bisexuality
by gilwarrior init is just me or are all the women on this board bisexual?.
just a thought.. "three people can keep a secret...if two of them are dead.".
benjamin frankin - "poor richard's almanac"
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Xena
Lol, if you live close enough to me then we can deflower together ;)
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Bisexuality
by gilwarrior init is just me or are all the women on this board bisexual?.
just a thought.. "three people can keep a secret...if two of them are dead.".
benjamin frankin - "poor richard's almanac"
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MoodyBlue
I am definitely physically attracted to women, but I love men. I think the girl on girl stuff is pretty sexy, and I'd do it...
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A (sort of) introduction
by MoodyBlue inwow, i haven't posted on here in a long time... i lurked, back in the winter of '00, and posted in early '01 a few times.
looking back on those posts, and other stuff written, it amazes me how much can change... i thought to integrate myself into this web community i'd tell some of my story.... i was not raised in the truth.
i fell in love with a jw boy when i was 20 and married him.
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MoodyBlue
Wow, I haven't posted on here in a long time... I lurked, back in the winter of '00, and posted in early '01 a few times. Looking back on those posts, and other stuff written, it amazes me how much can change... I thought to integrate myself into this web community I'd tell some of my story...
I was not raised in the truth. I fell in love with a JW boy when I was 20 and married him. I got baptized in Nov of 99, against my better judgement. I was in love and WANTED to believe in his faith, WANTED to believe in the promises of a perfect world, and WANTED to believe I had found the indisputable truths of life. It just didn't happen that way. I couldn't believe the teachings- things just didn't jive. I started doing research secretly on the web, and sure enough, a lot of the people felt the same way as I did. My husband knew I had a lot of doubts, but it was absoulte truth to him, and so I was labelled as falling into "apostate" and "independent" thinking...
I was unhappy as hell; hated life. After a crazy, depressive year, I got some help from doctors and counsellors. I knew that the life I was in wasn't making me happy, and I had to change that. Trying to gain some independence, I started a new job in the fall of 2000 because I was thinking about leaving my husband(and the jw religion behind.)
I feel like I have to justify my actions here, which is probably just insecurity...I guess it suffices to say that I tried EVERYTHING I could think of to save my marriage, and my faith. I was not treated well by my husband, though maybe his intentions were good. The congregation tried to help me, but their attempts were futile.
After a lot of soul searching and sleepless nights, and even sometimes prayers, I left in February of 01. I'm 23. Here it is almost a full year later, and I'm living a completely different life. I'm in a different country, surrounded by different people. It's strange, but also exhilerating. I'm starting to accept, at least for now, that I don't have the answers to all of life's questions. And maybe, that's ok. Life deals some shitty blows sometimes, but we are still all responsible for the choices we make. If we learn from our mistakes, maybe that's what matters. I still beleive in God, but I don't know to what extent. I have no interest in any sort of religion right now. Maybe I will down the road- I'm just not sure.
That's where I'll stop. I look forward to meeting people on this board...
alli
(I also think dubla is really cute btw!! ;)
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df'ing in absentia...
by MoodyBlue ini was wondering... can the elders df you in absentia if you haven't admitted to doing anything wrong??.
my ex wanted his scriptural grounds for a divorce and i told him he had them.
he went to the elders with this info and they called me up last night to try and get me to confess ( which i didn't- i told them it was none of thier business) they told me that they were having a judicial for me wed at 7, and i said i wouldn't be there.
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I was wondering... can the elders df you in absentia if you haven't admitted to doing anything wrong??
My ex wanted his scriptural grounds for a divorce and i told him he had them. He went to the elders with this info and they called me up last night to try and get me to confess ( which i didn't- i told them it was none of thier business) they told me that they were having a judicial for me wed at 7, and i said i wouldn't be there. so, can they df me anyway?? i'd rather just disassociate than have them kick me out... i have no intention of going back, but i'd like to leave on my terms instead of theirs...