Welcome to the forum. In general, the voice of dissent is welcome. It makes us think, and thinking is good for the brain, the body and the soul.
Don't pity me. I have a good life. I wish the same for you.
As for missing out on "everlasting" life, there is no solid evidence to convince me that I am missing out. I do have this moment for sure.
Something in me makes me very resentful when people tell me how I feel, as if anyone else could know. Everyone feels hatred at one time or another, as well as anger and every other emotion. What of it? We get over it and move on if we wish to be healthy.
Regards,
SandraC