lotus,
You indicate in your post that you would like to help people. I believe that something does not seem to be right with a annointed one posting here.( glad you did though). I think that you are the one that is looking for help. It seems strange to me that you feel that God has a special relationship with you, but you don't trust him to protect you from so called apostates. You won't even talk to these ones? It is always a good idea to hear all sides to things, and always be prepared to defend what you believe in, to anyone who asks. Unless you feel that some people are not worthy of you. You gave an answer to the post repliers that they should take up knitting or something, instead of being in this forum. Ive heard that reasoning before.Witnesses will always say, " if you want to leave ,leave, but why keep on talking about it all the time. Just get over it and do something else." Any religeon, including the watchtower has a big impact on who we are if we decide to follow it. I would say most cannot simply just walk away and never think about it again. It sounds like a pretty cold comment coming from an annointed one. I don't get it.