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  Im disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  think it was announced yesterday that im disfellowshipped.

  will these feelings of guilt and panic ever go away?

  my head is so messed up.

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  newcomer1982

  Thanks again for everyone's comments. I just feel so overwhelmed about the whole situation. My parents were letting me live in their house the last 3 years while they lived elsewhere but now cause dad is an elder they have told me i have to move out. I cant afford to pay rent on my own. Im a single parent. The stress is unbelievible and is making me physically sick. Hope something comes up. Be great to have loads of money but unfortunately i havent.
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  Im disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  think it was announced yesterday that im disfellowshipped.

  will these feelings of guilt and panic ever go away?

  my head is so messed up.

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  newcomer1982

  Thanks for everyone's comments. Will keep posting how im getting on.
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  Im disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  think it was announced yesterday that im disfellowshipped.

  will these feelings of guilt and panic ever go away?

  my head is so messed up.

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  newcomer1982

  This is going to sound stupid but what is a pm?
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  Im disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  think it was announced yesterday that im disfellowshipped.

  will these feelings of guilt and panic ever go away?

  my head is so messed up.

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  newcomer1982

  I was born as a witness and its been all ive known. I feel guilty for hurting my parents. They cant talk to me now. I live in a small town and yesterday saw a witness and now im being totally ignored. Its such a horrible feeling. Wish i could move away but i cant.
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  Im disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  think it was announced yesterday that im disfellowshipped.

  will these feelings of guilt and panic ever go away?

  my head is so messed up.

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  newcomer1982

  Think it was announced yesterday that im disfellowshipped. Will these feelings of guilt and panic ever go away? My head is so messed up. My son has even been affected. Can anyone give me advice?
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  Im being disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i was supposed to go to a judical meeting on sat but i told the elders i wasnt going but they held it anyway.

  its going to be announced that im going to be disfellowshipped at the weekend.

  hate the fact my parents wont talk to me anymore.

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  newcomer1982

  Thanks for everyone's comments. My parents have always had alot to do with my son as im a single parent and when im at work they mind him after school. Its all new to me so will see how things go.
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  Im being disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i was supposed to go to a judical meeting on sat but i told the elders i wasnt going but they held it anyway.

  its going to be announced that im going to be disfellowshipped at the weekend.

  hate the fact my parents wont talk to me anymore.

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  newcomer1982

  Thanks. Its a hard time.
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  Im being disfellowshipped

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i was supposed to go to a judical meeting on sat but i told the elders i wasnt going but they held it anyway.

  its going to be announced that im going to be disfellowshipped at the weekend.

  hate the fact my parents wont talk to me anymore.

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  newcomer1982

  I was supposed to go to a judical meeting on sat but i told the elders i wasnt going but they held it anyway. Its going to be announced that im going to be disfellowshipped at the weekend. Hate the fact my parents wont talk to me anymore. I hope they will still see their grandson though. Its been such a stressful experience. I feel like ive been put on trial.
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  How do i overcome this guilt and fear?

  by newcomer1982 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  ive recently decided not to be a witness anymore and at the age of 28 was still so afraid to tell my parents.

  the truth is their life and knew i would hurt them.

  ive had such a battle with the elders and because my dad is an elder its even worse.

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  newcomer1982

  Ive recently decided not to be a witness anymore and at the age of 28 was still so afraid to tell my parents. The truth is their life and knew i would hurt them. Ive had such a battle with the elders and because my dad is an elder its even worse. I havent been disfellowshipped and knew if i do i will lose my parents and their relationship with their grandson will change too. I still have guilt and worried that at armageddon i will be reasonsible for my son's death too. Can anyone help me with these feelings?
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  Im Going To Be Disfellowshipped!

  by TimothyT in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  in 6 months, my life has completely changed!.

  i have chosen to be gay, i no longer suffer with guilty suicidal feelings, i have the most amazing boyfriend, and my parents and friends accept me for who i am.. i was informed today that a judicial comitee will be formed to disfellowship me.

  i dont feel any kind of bitterness or sadness despite the fact that this is all i have known for 20 years and im about to lose some very close friends.. on the contrary, i feel fabulous!!!

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  newcomer1982

  Are your parents still going to speak to you or are they not witnesses? I really dont want to lose my parents but if i get disfellowshipped i will. Im under so much stress.