Ive been out for about two years .......but stoped the meeting thing this last Jan. so its still new i guess .
Thanks for all of your posts ! they help me in a tremendous way !
NwS
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Social anxiety VS. Jw influence
by NEWWORLDSLACKER inmy question for tonight is this : after leaving the witnesses do you still feel disjointed from society in general ( and i mean the human race not the wt) ?
im realizing that i still have quite a hard time in social situations where there are more than say 4-5 people .....i tend to get into a dreamy feeling state , and just basically out of it feeling .
i tend to blame it on being raised a dub .
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Social anxiety VS. Jw influence
by NEWWORLDSLACKER inmy question for tonight is this : after leaving the witnesses do you still feel disjointed from society in general ( and i mean the human race not the wt) ?
im realizing that i still have quite a hard time in social situations where there are more than say 4-5 people .....i tend to get into a dreamy feeling state , and just basically out of it feeling .
i tend to blame it on being raised a dub .
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My question for tonight is this : after leaving the witnesses do you still feel disjointed from society in general ( and I mean the human race not the wt) ? Im realizing that I still have quite a hard time in social situations where there are more than say 4-5 people .....I tend to get into a dreamy feeling state , and just basically out of it feeling . I tend to blame it on being raised a dub . now after being out for a few years im beginning to wonder if it is truly a side effect of being a JW for so long . having the -us against them-(truth VS. satans world) mentality.
Are any of you going through any similar feelings ......or maybe im just starting to come to terms with where my life is going now ....I don’t really know.
NwS
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I truly believe the thought or even the notion of any kind of normality in a human , a sort of benchmark life/ mentality so to speak is to be quite a paradox........ with that said ..... no im not .
I think I fit in under the " eccentric / neurotic " category.
NwS
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Poetry :(
by NEWWORLDSLACKER indo any of you find that writing helps you cope ?
but i think mine suck..... .
share yours if your comfortable with doing so , i would love to read them.. but here goes one o mine ....sorry in advance :.
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Thanks for the support ! And I really enjoyed your work jesika and thinker . Im working on setting up a music studio and hope to be producing some songs here soon , I think it will be a great outlet as well. thanks again ,
NwS
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Poetry :(
by NEWWORLDSLACKER indo any of you find that writing helps you cope ?
but i think mine suck..... .
share yours if your comfortable with doing so , i would love to read them.. but here goes one o mine ....sorry in advance :.
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Do any of you find that writing helps you cope ? I sure do. But I think mine suck.....
Share yours if your comfortable with doing so , I would love to read them.
but here goes one o mine ....sorry in advance :
Michael’s mad always at me and I think I might know why.
I don’t meet him every Sunday he knows that I don’t try.
He’s always looking down on me saying I saved you from your sins,
it all seems so unimportant once the final silence wins.
I followed you for eight long years , you slapped me in the face.
Will i find some piece of mind , in the fate of the human race?
You dressed me in your clothing and made me seem so pure ,
you tell about the future and the sickness you’ll cure.
Then I woke up as from a nightmare and realized im all alone ,
how these wounds don’t heal , and I may never find the home.
So when they ask you why im so bitter , why I hate and always seem so mad ,
because I know my children will one day exist like my dad.
Intimidated
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Do you post elsewhere?
by ikhandi in.
i have been here for a little over a year now(most of that is time i lurked) i would like to branch out and see what is discussed on other boards.
is this forum the main place you do most of your posting?
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What ever happened to H20 thats the site that planted the first seeds of dubt into my wee brain.
I remember a few of you there way back when , where has the time gone ....
i guess time flys when your outside of the the kingdumb hall .
Nws
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sacramento meet up
by proudassmonkey inthere are some of us in sacramento area meeting up to hear some music play at the capitol garge on l st. in downtown sacramento.
if anyone in the area wants to come down and meet up...... please do!!
tinkerbell82 and newworldslacker and i will be there..... doors open at 8 bands start at 9. .
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Come check it out should be fun !
Make new freinds , do somthing new .
NwS
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Top ten internet sites
by sleepy inanyone recommend some good internet sites, they can be about anything just need to be interesting(for something good to read) and well presented.
(for my graphic design research)
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Hey thats great , thanks Simon ! is cool no?
NwS
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Top ten internet sites
by sleepy inanyone recommend some good internet sites, they can be about anything just need to be interesting(for something good to read) and well presented.
(for my graphic design research)
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any how ..............
this site is really cool too ....its a zombie simulator.....
NwS
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Are you related to anyone famous?
by Mulan ini thought this might be a fun "fluff" thread.
someone posted the other day that marc anthony (the singer) is their cousin.
i have done extensive genealogy research so i know a few famous relatives.
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My great grandfather Walter Gist was the inventor of the urinal cake .
NwS