Agree with so many of the comments.
I just left, one meeting there, the next not. No conversations about doubts.
Now if i see any of the jws in the small town i live they treat me like Im df'd or have a contagious disease or something. Over the past few months i have seen 2 different sisters at the grocery store and the post office. I smiled and said hi as i passed. Each one physically turned their head away as if they didnt see me.
It may be hard at first, or hurt. But its great now, i know who my real friends are.