well thats a good attitude considering she came on here for help, what would you believe englishman, a life story perhaps in the vein of Enid Blyton???
You truly are an heartless curd, Englishman
Naomi
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by azzazel inhullo everybody i'm new here, even though i've been lurking now for several months.. i have to say how afraid i am to post, afraid and ashamed but i feel if i dont tell my story, i honestly dont know what may happen to me or my children if they lose me, right now i feel like i've got nowhere left to turn and have my doubts about this place as well.. i know my story will shock you but i cant keep it in any longer.
i am recently disfellowshipped for immorality, the subject of a kingdom hall witch -hunt and subsequent congregational humiliation, .
during the process of the judicial committee meetings and proceedings no consideration was given to my real human circumstances nor to the spirit of survival nor human nature nor that of a mother seeking to protect her children from lack of basic fundamentals such as food, shelter and clothing.
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new, nowhere to turn, ashamed & afraid
by azzazel inhullo everybody i'm new here, even though i've been lurking now for several months.. i have to say how afraid i am to post, afraid and ashamed but i feel if i dont tell my story, i honestly dont know what may happen to me or my children if they lose me, right now i feel like i've got nowhere left to turn and have my doubts about this place as well.. i know my story will shock you but i cant keep it in any longer.
i am recently disfellowshipped for immorality, the subject of a kingdom hall witch -hunt and subsequent congregational humiliation, .
during the process of the judicial committee meetings and proceedings no consideration was given to my real human circumstances nor to the spirit of survival nor human nature nor that of a mother seeking to protect her children from lack of basic fundamentals such as food, shelter and clothing.
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Are you still reading the posts on the computer Azzell?
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new, nowhere to turn, ashamed & afraid
by azzazel inhullo everybody i'm new here, even though i've been lurking now for several months.. i have to say how afraid i am to post, afraid and ashamed but i feel if i dont tell my story, i honestly dont know what may happen to me or my children if they lose me, right now i feel like i've got nowhere left to turn and have my doubts about this place as well.. i know my story will shock you but i cant keep it in any longer.
i am recently disfellowshipped for immorality, the subject of a kingdom hall witch -hunt and subsequent congregational humiliation, .
during the process of the judicial committee meetings and proceedings no consideration was given to my real human circumstances nor to the spirit of survival nor human nature nor that of a mother seeking to protect her children from lack of basic fundamentals such as food, shelter and clothing.
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I just read the rest and I do think the others where harsh, sometimes though how we write things come across wrong. I can see why you would go into prostitution, to help put food on the table to feed your babies. When you say you were on income support, does that mean you are from Britain???? I too spent 5 years living in a cold council house on income support, the toughest time of my life. I lived in a city called Hull, were there is a high unemployment. I took out a 10 thausand pound loan out and moved to Devon were their is low unemployment. I too had no job experience having never worked before, I had no Qualifications either. I got a part-time job in a department store, then a job in a call center then a stroke of luck I now work for a bank in research, you see will I worked I did day classes at a local college to give me computer skills. I have a six year old and whist i was woking at the department store, I applyed for working families tax credit and the pay for most of the childcare. That is always an option for you if you want to get out of prostitution. I don't think you will make as much money, infact you will suffer for a while but I fear if you continue your depression will get worse and you might do something silly and those delightful babies of yours will be orphaned.
Reply and let me know what you think of my thoughts
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new, nowhere to turn, ashamed & afraid
by azzazel inhullo everybody i'm new here, even though i've been lurking now for several months.. i have to say how afraid i am to post, afraid and ashamed but i feel if i dont tell my story, i honestly dont know what may happen to me or my children if they lose me, right now i feel like i've got nowhere left to turn and have my doubts about this place as well.. i know my story will shock you but i cant keep it in any longer.
i am recently disfellowshipped for immorality, the subject of a kingdom hall witch -hunt and subsequent congregational humiliation, .
during the process of the judicial committee meetings and proceedings no consideration was given to my real human circumstances nor to the spirit of survival nor human nature nor that of a mother seeking to protect her children from lack of basic fundamentals such as food, shelter and clothing.
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Azzazel,
I haven't read all the posts just at the beginning, I missed this post but I feel for you. I too was unmarried when i had my child, and I too felt abandoned when I got baptised. My story is on the depression forum, it's called "depression and why JW's don't reconize it" I too felt that if I didn't leave I would kill myself, I didn't instead i moved miles away and started a new life. Read it and please get back to me.
Naomi
P.S Some people can't live in the coldness of the JW organization, I couldn't, doesn't make me gOD'S ENEMY OR ANYONE ELSES.
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depression and why JW's don't reconize it
by nogs inwell as you know unless you are an elders son or daughter generally jw's don't lift a finger to help all those ones feeling downtrodden and lonely.
i felt like this from july 1994 to march 2000. i prayed to jehovah constantly for help to ease the loneliness, i begged the elders and even others.
for a long time the only ones who would talk to me where the elderly ones(who i miss now since i left) i cried every night and felt after five years of being at meetings and feeling invisable (even though i was an auxillary pioneer) i decided that my life was worth fighting for.
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I'm not sour but when someone talke down to me, even if there not aware of it, I'm going to respond aren't I. Look so what if you have had a raw deal, most of us have too. I suppose that you can blame it on Satan if you want to and wait on God to be your saviour. I think that personally, I want to live my life, fend for myself, I won't blame anyone else for my mistakes and the mistakes of others. Now I'm outta here I've stayed on this site longer than i wanted to really. I said my goodbyes and the others know that i am gone. so thats it. Talking to you is like talking to a brick wall, Unmoveable. Bye every one, good luck to you all.
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depression and why JW's don't reconize it
by nogs inwell as you know unless you are an elders son or daughter generally jw's don't lift a finger to help all those ones feeling downtrodden and lonely.
i felt like this from july 1994 to march 2000. i prayed to jehovah constantly for help to ease the loneliness, i begged the elders and even others.
for a long time the only ones who would talk to me where the elderly ones(who i miss now since i left) i cried every night and felt after five years of being at meetings and feeling invisable (even though i was an auxillary pioneer) i decided that my life was worth fighting for.
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I think that depression is an illness which is on the increase all the time and is a subject i am passionate about as it effects everyone once in there lives!!!
Thinkers wife you have a unique way about you which i like.
Pom why are you on this site???? What is your purpose in it. My purpose was to lay a few demons to rest which I have done, and i'm ready to go on, tell me what is your purpose??????
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depression and why JW's don't reconize it
by nogs inwell as you know unless you are an elders son or daughter generally jw's don't lift a finger to help all those ones feeling downtrodden and lonely.
i felt like this from july 1994 to march 2000. i prayed to jehovah constantly for help to ease the loneliness, i begged the elders and even others.
for a long time the only ones who would talk to me where the elderly ones(who i miss now since i left) i cried every night and felt after five years of being at meetings and feeling invisable (even though i was an auxillary pioneer) i decided that my life was worth fighting for.
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EXCUSE ME???
POM, YOU FEEL SORRY FOR ME???
i THINK YOU'LL FIND THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU. i WANTED YOU TO READ MY THREAD SO YOU CAN SEE HOW HAPPY i REALLY AM ALBEIT WITHOUT RELIGION OF ANY KIND. YOU SEE MY LIFE IS A LIFE NOW, AND i'LL TELL YOU NOW, YOU WOULDN'T BE "BASHING" ANYONE OR EVEN BE HERE IF YOU WERE HAPPY YOURSELF.
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depression and why JW's don't reconize it
by nogs inwell as you know unless you are an elders son or daughter generally jw's don't lift a finger to help all those ones feeling downtrodden and lonely.
i felt like this from july 1994 to march 2000. i prayed to jehovah constantly for help to ease the loneliness, i begged the elders and even others.
for a long time the only ones who would talk to me where the elderly ones(who i miss now since i left) i cried every night and felt after five years of being at meetings and feeling invisable (even though i was an auxillary pioneer) i decided that my life was worth fighting for.
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send me it in a email if you want too
[email protected]
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Satan...Why wasn't he destroyed right AWAY??
by pomegranate inthat was my first question to god.. why?.
does anybody have any understanding on this question?.
pomegranate
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Mental health & depression forum,
The thread called, "depression and why JW's don't reconize it" You have to show all topics as it was posted about a month ago, 24rd March 2001. Theres a little box on the front page that says show all topics from 2 days ago, you have to click it to say, show all topics, alright??
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Satan...Why wasn't he destroyed right AWAY??
by pomegranate inthat was my first question to god.. why?.
does anybody have any understanding on this question?.
pomegranate
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Thanks Ianao,
You know that is the first time you have kinda agreed with me but I think this has got out of hand. Pom, you just need to understand that not every one see's things they way that you do, ppl don't see the things the way I do but that is where wars come from, small disagreements, proof that where there is a free will there will always be disagreement. Our own lives show that not many are willing to compromise. I'm sure that your faith is real and I'm sure that you have posted because you genuinely want to tell me about this great thing you know, the insight you know. Thats what JW's and mormons do the knock on ppl's doors to tell them the good news that they feel, sometimes they get a respnose sometimes they don't but do they ever think that the other person is right to believe what they believe???? no after the door is closed the JW's esp. say that the householder is misguided, they never think that they are misguided. I do respect what you believe and hope that you will post your story on the forum, my story is on the forum in the depression thread. Post it and let me understand!!!