Posts by noidea

in the past few months i have gotton into another depression,or maybe i have been in one for a long time and now its getting worst,whatever the case is,i cant seem to get out of it...i dont have much help any way,i rarely do anything and when i do get out the house its to go to the doctor or some other thing thats not really fun..... .

my brother says its my fault im like this,i just wanted to know if its true,can i help it,or not?he said i did this to myself??

?i was thinking in what way?

noidea

(((Laura)))..

Sounds like you're looking to solve your problems in the wrong way.

First thing ..you are relying on other people to do that for you. You have to be able be happy within yourself and self reliant..there is the less likely hood of being hurt that way..I have learned not to depend on other people..when they are there for you..it's a bonus in life.

There is nothing wrong with being hurt from what others do. You do need to let go of the blame that you are placing on them for not being there for you..as long as you blame others you give them full control of your life and the hurt you feel will only grow. You are the one that needs to be in control.

And if you are looking for that love at a Kingdom Hall..sorry to burst your bubble..the only kind they know is conditional love and it isn't worth responding to..here today gone tomorrow, Who needs that?

I was wondering how old you are?

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Louisville, KY apostates?

by Jesus Christ in

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seeing as i'm not very good at this whole "savior of the world" thing i'm giving it up and going into the computer networking field.

obviously, there's not much work up here in heaven so i'm having to come down and join you silly mortals.

i'll be moving to louisville, ky. anybody from there that would want to have a little apostafest or something like that?

noidea

There are several of us in Nashville that may not mind a road trip to KY.

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I've never lived

by DanTheMan in

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been doing a lot of reflecting lately, about my life and this crazy world.. fear has dominated my life.

i have barely lived because of it.

i just exist, that's about it.. when i was growing up, it was bullies at school.

noidea

( Dan ))).. You're right the world that we live in really sucks..none of us know if we will have a tomorrow and if we do what about our loved ones ..will they? Larc made the point... "Do we have control over everything?" No! We all have a choice of living or not living while we are here. We can put ourselves in a box and hide out waiting for what ever happens next. What good will that do? By constantly worrying about tomorrow you are passing up life today..There is still a lot of good out there too. I have always had this thing where I wanted to fix everything and have a happy ever after...I wanted that not only for me but for all that I could help..My Stepmother (she is Jewish) said to me not long ago.."Paula we have been waiting on the Messiah for 5800 years and somehow I don't think that you are the Messiah"..Funny how those words let me know that it's not my job to fix things..I can do the best I can to help others other then it's out of my hands. Dan you can run but you can't hide. Don't be afraid to live..Life is what you make of it. If you choose to live unhappy there is no one to blame but yourself. Choose to live and to be happy..look inside yourself and find it first then the rest will fall into place.

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Ok who of you knows?

by bigfloppydog in

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i thought it would be cute to ask of any of you who could list the names of the santa's reindeer.

in light of the fact that christmas is soon approaching.

noidea

You mean Santa has reindeer?????..

Where was I all those years in school during X-mas time..Oh yeah! I was in the f***ing Library doing reports on why I didn't celebrate X-mas...

*damn.. I'll bet I need more therapy for this...humph..reindeer who would have thought!

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Post your Christmas tree pics here

by WildHorses in

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i already posted this in another post but i thought it would be nice to have a thread just for everyones trees.

here is mine.

edited to ad a pic of nicole and manuel in front of the tree.

noidea

Our first pagan..er uhhh..I mean X-mas tree

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Our Mother is in a coma :(

by noidea in

karla and i came home for a quick shower and a change of clothes.

we ask that you keep our mother and our family in your prayers.

we posted a few weeks ago that our mother had been diagnosed with pancreas cancer and was given 6-18 months with chemo.

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Karla and I came home for a quick shower and a change of clothes. We ask that you keep our Mother and our Family in your prayers. We posted a few weeks ago that our Mother had been diagnosed with pancreas cancer and was given 6-18 months with chemo. It was a shock to know that we were going to loose her and how unfair life can be. Over the weekend her stomach was in so much distress that she started to hemorrhage. Her blood count dropped to 4.6 and she is now in a coma. The DR's told us that she will not come out of it. As sad as it is we are grateful that she will not suffer the extra months that she would have lived. This will be much easier on her and on us for her not to have to go through that. She has 5 children and we were all there in ICU the night before she slipped into a coma. It was the first time that we were all together in over 5 years. We all let her know that we love her and what a wonderful mother she is. We were all with her last night and will be there for her till she passes.We know that she can hear us and that we are all there because when we talk to her there is an occasional tear. Just wanted to let everyone know that this world was a better place having her in it. Thank you all for your kind words and prayers through this. Love to all of you here, Karla aka (myself) & Paula aka (noidea)

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are you naughty or nice?

by Incense_and_Peppermints in

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http://hamazaki.net/x/quiz/quiz2.html

noidea

<----takes the quiz

Nevermind..I thought you were asking about a different kind of naughty.