Dear Lady , what I have read there is not what the true life of the true believer is about. And my impression is you probably were never a real Jehohav's Witnesses and no wonder you might have left the group to live like the people of this world are living ,right ? Those who left the Organization seems to have fallen from the frying pan of limitations ,inconveniences the true worship requieres of the true believers into the fire where they want comfort themselves by living this life out like normal people do -the people of this world . It is about going with the main stream what other people are doing is the most convenient and free of troubles etc.
Thers is nothing good in the professor's lecture except some human ordinary emotions .The professor already stated in the beginning of lecture it will not be spiritual and about religion ! It is enough to ignore his speech ! How come the standing ovation he got ?