Tammy, I spent years praying and I can honestly say that I never once 'felt' anything. And I would have to say that I was an honest searcher.
I personally don't think it's unreasonable that if there is a Christ that he just reveals himself, in person. Not with the thread of suffering and death if we don't 'just believe'.
im sure in your life it means the world to you feeling as you do but for me, just going to Christ doesn't even begin to make sense.
So basically the long and short of it is, for you, you feel that the way you know if something is inspired or not is that you ask Jesus? And without sounding flippant, does he say 'hi Tammy, these are the ones to put your faith in but these books of the bible aren't worth your time' ?
again, I don't think it's unreasonable, considering the bible claims our lives are at stake and those of our children and families etc, to have some real evidence. Reveal himself. It's not showing a lack of faith, it's using the brain in our heads to reason hings out that make sense. In my view.