Hi There,
I did all the burnout stuff for years too whilst also trying to raise a family as a lone parent, believing that I had to make as much money as I could to support everyone.
Last year it all came crashing down. I now work 16 hours a week as a PA for a lovely family with a severely disabled child. I have three days work and four for ministry and family. My life is rewarded so much more. I no longer can afford new clothes or a holiday, but I am happy knowing I am doing what is right for me and my family, most of all I can look at material things with different eyes and finally am regular at meetings and ministry.
It might not be right for everyone, but I will never look back at my old life with envy, just forward to a wonderful future.
I hope you find your solution.
Christian love
Fi