Well!!! I never....
Thank you all for your words of encourangement. What can I say. Especially "Amazing"
I used to feel like that, wanting to help people but I guess now I have to help myself get started again with a new life. I was only a Watchtower prisoner for about 3 years but I paid dearly. Many many paid much more I know.
The watchtower cost me about $100,000. A mariage, A family, and about 20 good friends. At my age it's hard to make new friends especially when you have been brainwashed to look down on everyone. I'm working on it but it's not easy.
The 100k I can regain in a few years but the family members I lost look like they are lost forever. The inlaws I lost I can do without.
I guess I get so frustrated with people who can see and admit there are problems in the Watchtower yet they continue to follow and hand over control of their lives to the Watchtower.
I get so frustrated when I hear people acknowledge their problems but they won't get of their asses and do something to improve their lot. Instead they wait on jehovah to fix their problems. It's gonna be a long wait.
I get so frustrated when I see people flush their lives down the toilet waiting for a new system which didn't come in 1914,1915,1925, 1975, 1995 and looks like it never will.
I get so frustrated when I ask seemingly well educated people questions like
What will the birds, who are cleaning the meat of the 6 billion dead bodies jehovah destroyed at harmageddon, going to eat when they are finished with all the dead humans?
I can see them looking at us as their next meal but the average JDub? Up goes the blinkers and the brain shuts down flashing "OVERLOAD"
How is a lion, who has been designed/evolved to eat meat, suddenly going to manage to eat straw with the lamb? His teeth and digestive system can't handle vegetable matter.
Instead of thinking about the problem I get oh well Jehovah will fix it. No need to use brain.
Enough already. I'll stick around and help anyone who needs help but they have to want help I'm not going to chase anyone.
Many are even too afraid to come to our gatherings in Sydney. My god what kind of men are these?
I cannot believe that grown men are affraid to choose for themselves with whom they associate.
Have they all had their goolies removed? I still got mine. Checking..... Yep still there all three of'em
Thank God (figure of speech) I discovered the truth about the truth after a few short years and not after flushing most of my life down the toilet. Thank god I was able to rescue my #2 wife at the same time. Thank God she was smart enough not to let a religion come between a man and his wife. That is the one good thing to come out of my Watchtower experience, I found a good woman and we are happily married.