Fair,
I have decided to stop my study and to stop going to the meetings.
You can wait until you get the whole picture.
but have to admit that many of the JW I know ARE happy.
i beleive you
You probably think that we do a JW a favor by telling them 'the truth',
i dont neccesarily think so
Something tells me that I will find the true God amongst the many bits of information on this site before I find it in the worship book.
But you dont HAVE to tell jw about the truth when you finally find it, specially if you dont want to loose your good jw friends real fast.
You dont go around telling children that Santa does not exist. Even if they ask you, it may seem apropriate to change the subject.. Sooner or later they will find out...
As long as you dont complaint and you are willing to keep by their rules for the sake of peace and "friendship" it may be ok to be a jw
ALL human org or groups have rules written or tacit, many faults and dishonest members.
Most religions i have known are economic enterprises, have a single powerfull local "leader" who lives like a rich, beleive stupid doctrines etc etc what's new? if i HAVE to make a decision i would rather be a jw. .
In fact most "learned" xjw never join any other religion, ask them why?
They know too much, they are usully happy but missing an eutopia..