Ozzygal

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  The Holy Spirit

  by Frenchy in

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  okay, i'm interested in what everybody thinks on this.

  i believe that for the most parts all religions start off with a good motive, i.e., to provide a forum that will help people to serve god.

  (basically).

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  Ozzygal

  Hi Redhorsewoman,
  I am so sick of trying, trying, trying. I wish I had felt something like you say you have. I am even beginning to doubt the existence of Jehovah,... let alone the HS. I look around my congregation and see only a handful of people that seem sincere in there spirituality. There is so much gossip and hypocracy among many who are supposed to be more spiritual or christian than me.

  Our "spirituality" is measured by how many mags we give out, how many bible studies we have, how many hours of field service we do, how many meetings we've missed. It's all in the numbers. Who's got the biggest stack of magazines to pick up from the book counter. Ugh!! It's all just one big showy display.....it sickens me.
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  What should I do?

  by Scorpion in

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  i have pioneered for over four years.

  i have three children and a wife who at times has severe back problems.

  i have worked two jobs just to stay ahead of the bills and provide for my family.

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  Ozzygal

  Hey! Jehovah knows what is truly in your heart. Don't worry about the comments of men who are only interested in the Congregation statistics.

  Show your family the love they need.
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  About posting your picture be careful!

  by spectromize in

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  simon i'm sorry i don't mean to rain on your parade but you have to remember the society and your local elders watch for stuff like that.

  this is a very liberal board as far as discussions go and forever thankful for that, but you have to be careful because you could face a jd meeting.

  i'm sure everyone is well aware that some posts on this board just wouldn't go over to well with the society.

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  Ozzygal

  It is bizarre, but there aren't many other religions that will ostracize you so completely if you dare to question anything. I've seen it happen. A bro' or sis' raises some doubt or questions the Society's direction and all of a sudden they are like a marked person. They are avoided like they have some contagious disease, or something.

  We are supposed to make sure of what we believe in, but if we question anything... lookout. It's a strange contradiction, don't you think?
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  not going to go to another meeting

  by overthehillgrandma in

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  hahaha got your attention didnt i...actually i am not going for a couple of weeks, going to have family here that i only see for a few weeks out of the year......i might not be on here much, but i will check back in once in awhile...hugs to everyone.. say lets plan a "im not sure party?

  " hehe well wanna?

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  Ozzygal

  I like your sense of humour
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  Just saying Hi

  by Ozzygal in

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  i've been lurking for a while, and feeling a little guilty about being here.

  you know, the ol' internet is evil thing.

  it's been a big topic down our way recently.

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  Ozzygal

  and thanks for your comments. Martini, you said:
  "The only reason I continued to pay any attention to these sites is precisely because I found ex-witnesses to be undeserving of the labels the Society places upon them such as apostates or liars or faithless and ungodly and that they should be shunned like lepers. Most are wonderful brothers and sisters like any witness but may I add without the judgemental and sometimes arrogant attitudes."

  That's an interesting comment. I know I've always found it difficult to deal with not being able to talk to ones who have chosen to leave the Truth. I've had friends leave in the past, and it breaks my heart to have to ignore them. I know they're not bad people, they just can't deal with the lifestyle we are expected to live. And it is a difficult way to live. Isn't the fact that they're not gonna make it through Armageddon, punishment enough. It just seems so unchristian to treat anyone like that. Jehovah knows what is in their heart. Why should we be judging them?!
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  hello

  by overthehillgrandma in

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  with me, i use my own common sense..i will try to smell a rat, but smelling and seeing one for sure is two different things.. ozie person huh?

  i think this stands for australia?.......i would like to visit there someday, maybe i will.

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  Ozzygal

  Found ya!

  Thanks for the reply. Yep, I'm and Australian. It's a great place. You should come down under for a visit, we'd love to have ya.

  So you just trust your own intuition on the net. Hmmm. Ever checked out any apostate site? I'm too scared to look.
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  The Holy Spirit

  by Frenchy in

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  okay, i'm interested in what everybody thinks on this.

  i believe that for the most parts all religions start off with a good motive, i.e., to provide a forum that will help people to serve god.

  (basically).

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  Ozzygal

  I have never admitted this to anyone before, but in all my years as a JW I have never once felt the force of the Holy Spirit in my life. I don't understand why. I attend the meetings regularly, I do everything I am supposed to do to be a "good" christian and yet I NEVER feel good enough. I always feel like I am being judged by everyone around me. I feel like I am being watched and they're just waiting for me to stumble.

  I just don't get it. Why don't I feel the Holy Spirit in my life?
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  About posting your picture be careful!

  by spectromize in

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  simon i'm sorry i don't mean to rain on your parade but you have to remember the society and your local elders watch for stuff like that.

  this is a very liberal board as far as discussions go and forever thankful for that, but you have to be careful because you could face a jd meeting.

  i'm sure everyone is well aware that some posts on this board just wouldn't go over to well with the society.

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  Ozzygal

  So, how much you askin' for that property? Sounds real nice ;)
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  Just saying Hi

  by Ozzygal in

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  i've been lurking for a while, and feeling a little guilty about being here.

  you know, the ol' internet is evil thing.

  it's been a big topic down our way recently.

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  Ozzygal

  Hi all. I've been lurking for a while, and feeling a little guilty about being here. You know, the ol' internet is evil thing. It's been a big topic down our way recently.

  How do you guys all justify it to yourselves (getting on the net)? On one hand we are encouraged to "make sure of all things" and on the other we are told to "trust in Jehovah". It's a real internal struggle for me. What do you guys think?

  Nice to be here, btw! :)
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  I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY

  by overthehillgrandma in

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  i am so happy to of found this place..wowowowow i can share my feelings (and my useually silent thoughts) without feeling foolish, and no one really knows me so no one can go "tell".....yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

  oh did i tell ya i was soooooooooo happy!!!!!!

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  Ozzygal

  I know how you feel. It's so hard to speak about things that trouble you with the brother's and sister's in your own cong, because you feel afraid that you will be labelled as a bad association. It's so nice to find a place where you can talk about your feelings without fear of reprisals. I'm glad I found this place too!