I hear you YK,
Only thing that really bothers me though is the way you and other JWs always say things like:
"...it’s not like Jehovah wouldn’t allow that sort of thing."
Why is it that if its something good, then Jehovah provided us, but when it's bad then Jehovah allowed it to happen?
There is really no intelligent reasoning with that kind of thinking.
The WTBTS has gotten itself in and out of many jams using that same line of thinking. It's really not fair to those that know better but refuse to do anything about it because they don't want to wind up getting DF or reprooved.
It's really sad to see someone as intelligent as yourself be convinced over and over and over and over again with the same lame excuse.
Mav.-